why its so hard(

npe rs sgt ssh nk lupakan dia..few days he never contact me anymore..tp mmg aku sndri pn brhrp dia x cntact aku lg.i tgk post dia kt wall mnta frens give back their fon no tp aku diamkn je.bai je la.klu btl he need my no i prefer he ask me directly..mybe ni jgk cara yg trbaik utk terus lost cntact n lupkan dia..he seems no need me anymore..mybe btl dia x perluakn aku lg dlm hidup dia skg ni..aku elakkn dri aku dri on9 n tgk page dia sbb aku xnk manangis lgi..dh 2 ari aku x nangis even ble pk psl dia.ni pn dh clup baik..tp still he is in my mind.mmg ssh nk lupakn seseprg yg dh jdi part of my life...xkn ada sorg pn yg boleh faham n rasa itu semua..saat aku bersama dgn dia mmg ssh aku nk luapak semau tubkn skjap tp almost three years..now dh msuk thn baru but xde mmber apa2 mkna pn bg aku..klu dia jgk mmg berniat nk ignore aku forever seems like aku kne tlg dia lupakn aku dgn cra mcm ni..x cntack x text or x berhubung lngsung..its hurt so much actually but  what can i do..sbg seorg prmpaun sdh lumrah kn segalanya di tgn lelaki :(tp syg i xleh tipu diri i sndri till now i still need u in my life,my love just only for u..n i hope stiap penantian i akn ada endingnya cz i love u so much..kt cni je i bleh lauhkn semua perasaan i pd u:(