assalamualaikum

Tuesday, April 17, 2012

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You may never know how important you are to me or how much I care for you, but you are and you will always be. Bear in mind that I couldnt afford to lose someone I've learned to care about so much..but i think this is the rite time for me  letting u go..just go n find your own happiness dear..i'll pray always will..tc syg;(

goodbye syg;(

dh agk lama xde entry baru..pdhal dulu bila aku sedih je aku msti dtg ni tp ntah la lately rs mcm mls sgt nk share ngn sape2 even kt blog ni..tp today ada sumthing yg aku harus luahkn..past few days byk sgt bnda jd..start dari fmly problems yg x setlle2 smpi skg,mslh duit n ttg dia jgk..i've been depressed past few days..sgt2 down.aku rs mmg sedih sgt2 lbh2 lg bila xtau n xde sape yg aku rs aku boleh share with..yup aku ada story pd dia tp ntah la no respon..mybe slh aku kot cerita pd dia psl fmly au..bkn aku nk mntk dia tlg aku tp i really need sumone to hold me..to make me stronger..aku x perlukn ape2 just sokongan je saat2 aku sedih n agk tertekan sgt time tu..smpi skg malh fmly aku xdpt nk settle2 lg..aku tahu hanya DIA sja yg aku boleh minta skg ni..hanya Dia yg maha mendengar..aku tanggung segalanya sorg2 semua kesedihan semua tekanan dan dugaan yg x henti2 datang pd aku smpi la skg ni.psl dia ntah alh..btl ke dia syg aku sprt yg dia ckp tu..seriusly aku x yakin sgt dia syg aku..zero..;(mmg sedih aku nk terima hakikat tu tp tu yg aku rs..aku hnya mampu nangis je.aku dh xde msj dia after yg last aritu.ntah la terasa mcm diri ni x penting bg dia..sbb tu aku x contact dia lngsung even i miss him sgt2 lbh2 lagi bila saat aku mmg perlukn sokongan seseorg skg ni..n now i just wait for him to say goodbye;(syg...if dh smpi masa utk u tggalkn i i mmg dh brsedia skg ni..even if i x brsedia sekalipn i still have to accept it.. lgpn tu jln plg baik utk i terus hdp dgn tenang..;(

muaaaahhhh:)

muaaaahhhh:)
adanya sy harini coz of them

lovely sibling;)

lovely sibling;)
part of my life