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Tuesday, December 20, 2011

only u in my heart..

hye readers...lama x update new entry kt cni kn..ntah la lately rs tkut nk online sbb tkt tertgk wall dia.ckup la kot aritu..ble jdi cmtu me undercontrol..xnk jdi cmtu lg sgt2 penat..n till now i never ask him anything even ada jmp aritu..bia je la..sumtime memendam rasa itu lbh baik kn demi utk kepentingan bersama.

actually xtau nk update apa for today..bosan btol kt umh xde bwt pape..housemate pn kluar..nyesal x ikut dia g damansara ptg ni tp ntah la mmg mls ckt nk kuar umh lbh2 lg cuaca skg ni.panas kot n sy bukan berkulit buaya:)

hurm everyday i miss him tp i diamkn aje..ntah la sumtime perasaan tkut tu stil ada lg even ketika bersama dgn dia..jujur hati sy mmg ada dia lg tp :(..biarlah rhsia..one day he'll know everything..now i mmg beredia utk melepaskn dia..i keliru tp i rs i lbh bersedia utk melepaskn dia..do no why..perasaan itu ttp sama tp i xleh nk tipu diri i sndri..mmg really need u in my life but do u really need me too?:(..skg pn kta dh x byk berckp psl perasaan kn..yup mmg i pn xnk ungkit psl bnda2 tu lg sbb i tau yg terluka nnt only me..(everytime i met u i jdi keliru xtau nk layan u mcm mana sbnrnya..sbb kita dh x mcm dlu lgi..honestly i mmg xtau nk bwt apa ble i jmp u..i nk ckp apa nk sembang apa..semua tu mcm janggal ckt skg ni..dh mcm x mesra mcm dlu lgi..u x salah tp i yg rs mcm tu..jgn tnya i nape i pikir mcm tu sbb i sndri pn xde jwpnnya..kdg2 i trfikir mybe klu kita x jmpa keadaan xkn jdi mcm ni kot..i jid sgan dgn u mcm i  bru nk kenal u pn ada..even reaksi i mcm tu tp my heart never changes..mybe jgk i need more time to be alone..

erm teremosi plak..oke la..nk off dlu..bye all..takecre syg..

muaaaahhhh:)

muaaaahhhh:)
adanya sy harini coz of them

lovely sibling;)

lovely sibling;)
part of my life