where is my syg???

erm xaxau jap aku arini cri die..where r u syg..msj x rply nk col tkt mggngu plak..last dpt msj die ptg gtau die dh msuk office..i tot u x kje arini syg spent time wit ur fmly...pastu u hlg blik smp pg bru la i dpt feedback dri u..Alhmdulillah..i dh pk mcm2 dh dh nangis sumer rsaukn  u taw x..i tkt i dh khlgn u;( but stil today i rs u lain syg tatau npe..u lyn i pn x mcm sblm2 ni npe erk..sumthing wrong or i je yg trlalu brfkr but i nk u taw im too worried bout u for the whole day;(jgn buat lg taw..i isau..miss u damn much syg..bru sehari dh mcm ni klu brhari2 cmne agknye..i miss u n i hope u will be mine one day..n thnx 4 everythin make my life easier than b4...cheer up mine n always taking care of me..really apreciate syg..even one day u will not be mine still u"ll always in my mind;)syg u WH..much2 love n hugs;p

such a lovely nite;)

7th of june will be the memorable date dat i never 4get..yup the day i spent wit him.. talking each other from heart to heart..tipu klu aku ckp aku x bhgia time..rs sgt2 bhgia smp tkt klu bhgia itu xkn kekal lme;(i hope this will be the last one sbb aku dh pnt sgt2 nk brmain ngn prasaan lg..sgt2 skit tp kdg2 trpk jgk klu utk kli ni aku kne laluinye skli lg mmpu ke aku bangun blik..but so far everthing stil oke even nothing changes at diz moment..its oke bkn tu yg aku nk dri dia as long klu die blum brsdia..just aku je x ykin pd dri sndri mmpu ke aku bhgiakn org yg aku syg skli lg..prasaan ni mmg  xpnh mnipu tp klu trlalu iktkn prasaan pn akbtnye kte xkn tau nnt kn..skg aku just berdoa je dia yg trakhir..waiting n keep on waiting..mlm ni sbnrye aku rs snyi sgt2 td pn dh nangis dh..ase mcm xde org nk melayan aku je..tetibe trigtkn mama tp dh lewat sgt nk col..i do miss her so much..;(rndu kt abah kt adik2 sumer..;(

he make me smiles again;)

thanks syg buat i rs bhgia sgt2 mlm td after dh puas nangis;)..love the way u treat me last nite..malu...malu..;p..mmg gila la kn kol 6lbh bru nk blik umh kn tp ok la sbb kua pn dh trlampau awl la kn..at least dpt gk i mkn bubur mcd tu..thanks syg bwk i even trpkse pgi mcd yg sgt la jauh..so r so sweet last nite..

erm last nite i dh taw skt2 la psl u..tp kn need to find more la ttg u ni..haha..igt smlm dh  xdpt jmp u taw...mmg dh rs nk majuk dh pn smlm.pnt je taw i nangis smp skt pale smlm tu tp berbaloi dpt bubur mcd i tu..haha..thanks again syg..really apreaciate..nnt i blanje u swimming k..;)

wat a lovely nite for me lastnite..dh lme kot x rs bhgia cm smlm tu..tp ntah la kdg2 trok jgk n stil rs tkut utk pk lbh2 psl ni..too many obstacles for this time..cmne erk.nk pk ke tanak tp hati dh mula syg skg ni..adeh..sshnye ble pk psl feelin ni kn..klu bnde lain kte leh tgk leh pegang leh rs tp hati org yg mengalaminye tawu cmne rs tu kn..aku pn xtau nk wtpe skg..just let it be or brusaha utk mndptknnye..aku dh la jns cpt putus ase lbh2 lg mmg dri awl2 lg aku taw utk kli ni trlalu byk hlngn    kt dpn mata ni..awl2 lg dh taw sal tu kn..nk berserah cmtu je kew..klu nk fight aku rs aku bkn org yg spttnye utk fight n fight for what??;(..uwaaaa..xtau la cmne..cnfius..tp prasaan ini mmg x pndai nk menipu lg..

U..TLG I CRI DESICION FOR THIS..TELL ME WHAT SHOULD I DO..SBB I RS I DH XTAU APE YG I DH SKG NI..

when these feelings mix together;(

mmg best ble kte ngh sdih ngh nangis kte memblogging mcm ape yg aku ngh wt skg ni..haha..rs sdih.frustrated plus lpr yg sgt2 sumer brcmpur2..then aku luahkn sumer kt cni..pelik kn prasaan ni..npe aku kne mnangis ye..for what reason pdhl its just small matter je pon..dh mmg slp aku pn kn..tatau npe ngn aku mybe sbb period kn so terover snsitif la..plus lg mmg tgh lpr sgt2 after wake up td..cmne nk tdo blik klu perut dh lpr plus pns ya amat mlm ni..erm xper la..bkn x biasa pn kn tdo dlm keadaan lpr..tp npe ye aku jd snsitif sgt ngn dia mlm ni..dpt je msj die td automatik air mata ni pn jth nonstop..gila ah lynda..u promise urself b4 rite never drop ur tears for anything yg x pntg kn but y tonite it happen erk??lgpn dh mmg slh aku pn kn..trlmbt rply msj die..then what should im crying for?lynnda..owh lynda..stop dreaming for nothin k..yup mmg klu boleh aku pn xnk rs cmni but slgi brname mnusia xleh nk lari kn..honestly said mlm ni aku rs sdih sgt2..sgt2 sdih ya amat klu x aku xkn nangis td just for bnde kecik cmni.diex  perlu taw aku pnh nangis krne dia..yup..i need to hide this from him..bia aku je taw npe aku jd cmni..lprnye...hope sgt2 skg kt depan ni ade mknan..dh la lam blik ni setitis air pn xde..adoiii...im frustrated tonite..sdih..lpar..this feeling mixed altogether..and utk ke berapa klinye aku akn biarkn air mata ni menitis smp aku trtdo..sgt best kn..;(;(;(

he make me crazy;)

aduh parah2..haha..die dh wt aku jdi gile la..adeh pe kes plak ni..ni mmg bala btl2 dtg ni..u....ape u dh wt kt i ni smp i jd cmni..u mmg kn WH..;)everyday i miss u la..erm..mcm2 la plak..tp npe erk..tu i pelik tu..cmne ni.help me la..x jmp rndu ble dh jmp nnt tatau nk ckp ape plak..ish3..parah klu cmni..;)tq u dh wt hri2 i indah even i tau mybe pe yg i rs ni mybe jap je kot;(thanks syg...