when these feelings mix together;(

mmg best ble kte ngh sdih ngh nangis kte memblogging mcm ape yg aku ngh wt skg ni..haha..rs sdih.frustrated plus lpr yg sgt2 sumer brcmpur2..then aku luahkn sumer kt cni..pelik kn prasaan ni..npe aku kne mnangis ye..for what reason pdhl its just small matter je pon..dh mmg slp aku pn kn..tatau npe ngn aku mybe sbb period kn so terover snsitif la..plus lg mmg tgh lpr sgt2 after wake up td..cmne nk tdo blik klu perut dh lpr plus pns ya amat mlm ni..erm xper la..bkn x biasa pn kn tdo dlm keadaan lpr..tp npe ye aku jd snsitif sgt ngn dia mlm ni..dpt je msj die td automatik air mata ni pn jth nonstop..gila ah lynda..u promise urself b4 rite never drop ur tears for anything yg x pntg kn but y tonite it happen erk??lgpn dh mmg slh aku pn kn..trlmbt rply msj die..then what should im crying for?lynnda..owh lynda..stop dreaming for nothin k..yup mmg klu boleh aku pn xnk rs cmni but slgi brname mnusia xleh nk lari kn..honestly said mlm ni aku rs sdih sgt2..sgt2 sdih ya amat klu x aku xkn nangis td just for bnde kecik cmni.diex  perlu taw aku pnh nangis krne dia..yup..i need to hide this from him..bia aku je taw npe aku jd cmni..lprnye...hope sgt2 skg kt depan ni ade mknan..dh la lam blik ni setitis air pn xde..adoiii...im frustrated tonite..sdih..lpar..this feeling mixed altogether..and utk ke berapa klinye aku akn biarkn air mata ni menitis smp aku trtdo..sgt best kn..;(;(;(