happy birthday syg:)

sayang...happy birthday to u dear even i wish seahari awal tp xper la kn hehe..i syg u sgt2 dear..i hope utk birthday u kali ni hidup u akn lebih ceria n gembira selalu..semoga u berjaya dlm hidup u capai semua impian u n bahagiakn kedua ibu bapa u..jgn lupa tau sebab dorg la u ada smpi hari ni..n kalau bkn sbb dorg jgk i x dpt jmpa u :)i brsyukur sgt i jmpa u sbb u dh buat i rs bhgia sgt n i hope sgt apa yg i rs ini kekal selamanya..i nk hidup dgn u smpi bila2 dear tp i akan terima klu semua yg tuhan dh takdirkn utk u..selamat hari jadi syg..much2 love:)..

thankQ dear:)

rasa happy sgt malam ni baru je lps jmpa dia..mula2 igt nk merajuk jgk ye la igtkn boleh lepak lama2 kn tp xpe la dia ad hal fmly jap kenaa amik kakak dia kn..tp ok la kn dari x dpt jmpa lngsung nasib baik la x merajuk td klu x mmg lama lg la ddpt jmp hehe..pape pn thanks dear spent ime dgn i td i rs happy sgt2 n thanks for everything:)i gembira sgt td tu..

B.A.H.A.G.I.A

terima kasih syg utk semua ini...i rasa bahagia sgt skg ni even byk dugaan byk halangan utk i brsama dgn u tp i janji selagi ada setia i akn terus bersama dgn u..hold my promise..

thanks jgk even busy mcm mana sekali pn u still ada masa ckt utk i..luangkn masa utk text i at least i tau u x pnh lupakn i.mcm i pnh ckp dulu kn i tkt sgt kalau i trpksa kehilangan u sekali lg dlm hidup i..ukup la yg setahun dulu..cukup utk buat i rasa mcm i dh x dpt jmpa u lg lbh2 lagi bila i tgk u dh bersama dgn org lain..tipu kalau i ckp hati i x hancur saat tu tp i tau i kena sabar maybe satu hari nnt i akn jmpa yg lbh baik dari u..i try t mmg i xboleh lupakn u dats y i amik keputusan utk tunggu u either i dgn u or i xkn bersama dgn sape2 pn tp syukur hari ini u come back..n i hope semua ini akan berterusan smpi bila2..selagi i syg u i yakin dgn u akn i tetap pertahankn hubungan kita ni..sbb i syg u dear..

salah sangka lagi aku:)

hye all arini sabtu tp mcm biasa la rutin aku mmg kt umah je x kuar pn.i love just stay at home je rs lbh tenang ckt dari kt luar tu dgn orgnya weathernya lg buat aku rs x selesa n cpt nk rs tension je..well its me x suka bnda2 yg crowded sgt:)ok la nk citer ni aritu kn aku ckp aku xnk cntact dia lg tp mcm iasa la bila dia contact aku mntak maaf n so more explanation buat aku cair n rasa bersalah sgt..selalu jadi mcm ni actually..then bila dia ckp dia dh ada kt kL lg la aku rasa trkejut ye la means selama aku text tu dia outstation rupanya n tiap kali dia ke luar daerah means dia mmg busy la tu..tp tu la dia ni jns x suka nk inform la suka sgt bila aku dh text merapu2 baru la nk reply x psl2 kena mrh kn:)actually bkn mrh sbnrnya tp sessi luahan perasaan je..ape x geram kn tp bila dia ckp dh la mrh2 dia tu aku jdi terharu ckt la..mcm x boleh bila org ckp mcm tu mcm manja :)hehe..thanks dear utk pnjelasan yg sgt pnjg tu..hurm supposely mlm td kitaorg meet up tp at last kena cancel ada mslh di pihak dia but its ok i boleh tggu smpi mggu depan..lamanya x jmpa u syg:)

my dear H.A;)

Sometimes your nearness takes my breath away;
and all the things I want to say can find no voice.
Then, in silence, I can only hope my eyes will speak my heart.

 Thank you for your sweet, sweet love
You'll never truly know
Just how happy you make me
And how much I love you so.Everytime I wanna say I love you...
I'm really trying to say so much more
than those three little words.
I'm trying to say you mean more to me dear
I'm trying to let you know that I adore you
and that I cherish the time we spend together.
I'm trying to explain that I want you and that I need you
and that I get lost in wonderful thoughts
every time I think about you.
And each time I whisper "I love you",far away from you
I'm trying to remind myself that you're
the best thing that has ever happened to me.

but do know y still i cant say all these thing directly to u but i hope this is enough for u to know how mean u r to me.imy;)

thank you syg;)

bestnya bila dia dtg jmpa aku mlm td happy sgt2 lama kot x jmpa kn 46days tu..dia pn bz sgt dgn keje dia tp aku areciate sgt even aru blk dri outstation still dia laungkn sdkit masa dgn ak even 3 jam je pn;)tq dear..muaahhhh..i happy sgt2 bila u ada dkt dgn i smlm..tp kecian u kn penat2 je dtg jgk jmpa i;)lama ta i tahan rindu i ni.nnt cmne la agknya klu i pn dh keje ye mau berbualan2 xleh jmpa hehe..hope xkn jd cmtu..pape pn thanks ye syg sudi luangkn sedikit masa u utk i;)love u dear.HA;)

sesuatu ttg u di mata i...

y u istimewa bg i...
~mata u..mata yg cukup bwt i xleh nk lupakn u..mata yg ckup redup sgt mendamaikn i stiap kali u bersama i..mata yg buatkn i lupa semua mslh2 dan kepedihan serta kesedihan i selama ni..
~pelukan u..tiap kali u peluk i i rs sgt2 selamat..i boleh lupakn semua yg jdi sblm kita jmpa..dgn pelukan u sudah cukup utk i lupakan semua yg prnh trjdi antara kita sblm2 ni..
~sikap x endah u..jjr i ckp sbnrnya i suka bila u mcm tu..just i jd tkt if sikap tu akn terus berakhir dgn kita x contact lngsung smpi bila2 tp klu u nk tahu tiap kli u snyap then u dtg cari i balik itulah masa yg sgt mmbhgiakn utk i..at least i tahu u x pnh lupakn i..kita mybe x mcm org lain jrg dpt jmpa,jrg tex jrg calling2 tp i x kisah semua tu..tu smua x pntg utk i..i lbh suka bila hbgn kita mcm dulu..mcm sblm ada perasaan syg..mcm awl2 kita kenal 3 thn lps...
~lastly klu u nk tahu smpi skg i tunggu saat u marah i even sekali je dear..i nk rs mcne perasaan bila org yg i syg mrh i tp npe u x pnh mrh i.. tu istimewanya u di mata i..dulu i pk i yg sbr dgn u perangai u tp bila i tgk balik mcm u yg lbh sbr dari i..bila i text u mrh u luahkn smua rs sdih i pd u i hope sgt u reply mrh i ke ape ke tp xde pn..even i pnh ckp jgn reply pape tp sblknya sbnrnya yg i nk..i nk dgr u luahkn semua bila u x puas hati dgn i at least mrh i ke ape ke..dari situ i dh boleh tgk betapa sbrnya u..;(

...sbb tu i ssh nk lupakn u syg even i cuba beribu kali sekalipn..sbb tu i boleh brsbr smpi skg evn kdg2 i rs agk tertekan jgk..i byk berfkir sbb i sndri xtau apa yg u nk apa dlm hati u..i tahu u bkn jns yg suka berkongsi tp i hope one day akn ada saat utk i jd pendengar semua luahan u even nnt mybe akn menyakitkn hati i..i miss u syg...rindu sgt2..;(

;(

You may never know how important you are to me or how much I care for you, but you are and you will always be. Bear in mind that I couldnt afford to lose someone I've learned to care about so much..but i think this is the rite time for me  letting u go..just go n find your own happiness dear..i'll pray always will..tc syg;(

that feeling will never change...

It’s been years since we first met
Since we looked into each others eyes
Not realizing that we were meant to be together

It's been years since we shared our first laugh
Our first smile Since we shared our first kiss
I remember how strong your arms embraced me
How soft you held me
How warm 'n gentle you were
Now my heart is dancing
Happy, knowing that it's been years

It's been years since we first met
'n you're still here kissing me just the same
You're still here holding me just the same
What I felt for you is still the same
It's been years
'n that feeling will never change.. !

deeply in love with u;)

makin hari makin syg;)..mybe itu yg lbh tepat utk mnyatakn prasaan aku pd masa ni.u r such a lovely person syg..love u so much..even i x ckp or luahkn pd u i tau u msti boleh fhm sndri kn;)bila kita text n change picture last nite i rs trlalu dkt sgt2 dgn u syg.ye la nk jmp pn xleh kn smlm tp u mmg pndai cntrol keadaan kn.klu iktkn mmg nk jmp u smlm but really sory syg everyhing planned sumtime cannot be implement sumtime rite;psame goes to us..sbr ye syg nnt ada msa trluang lg kita boleh jmp lgpn x slp i bru 2 mggu lps kot kita jmpa kn;) tp rs mcm dh lma sgt x jmp kn;p hehe..imy a lot dear..miss u soooo much tau mcm yg i text tu la..mlm td i tdo lena sgt..yup mybe sbb rs trlalu bhgia kot smlm.nk jmpa u mcm aritu spent time with u;p..love u..always will;))

 

thank you syg;)

hari ni rs happy sgt2 dpt jmpa dia..igtkn last minit dia cancel tu x dpt jmpa terus tp x sngka plak bila dia text ckp boleh jmp n yg plg best lgi awl dri yg dijnjikn..thank u sy even dpt jmpa kjp je pn td dh cukp utk i..xper la next time ada msa lgi kn u pn ada kje nk kne setle mlm ni kn...hope mlm esk kita dpt jmp lg mcm yg u ckp td tu pn klu u xpnt la..ye la u kn siang kne kje mlm plak abiskn masa temankn i..thanks sgt2 syg..i suka bila u layan i mcm tu td rs bhgia sgt2..seriusly i dh lma x rs bhgia mcm tu rs seronok di layan mcm tu..hehe..x sngka u mmg pndai mngubat kekecewaan i siang td,igtkn dh x dpt jmp u lngsung dh..klu jmpa pn msti lama lgi kn..i syg u dear..sgt2 syg..hope semua ni akn kekal..i xnk pape xkn mintk pape tp i just berhrp apa yg i tnggu apa yg i hrpkn selama lbh 3 thn ni akn temua pnghjungnya..itu je i mintk..klu x i xkn snggup tnggu smp skg ni tp i percya satu je stiap kesbrn tu msti akn ada balasannya satu hari nnt..insya Allah.

¬coretan 13march  selasa 2012¬

;(

still lagi aku rasa mcm dulu..rindu sgt2 pd F..smpai terbawa2 dlm tido..rs sunyi sgt tnpa dia tp aku try utk x contact dia lagi demi utk kebaikan kami berdua..hope aku boleh tahan x contact dia..smpai skg      aku still cuba lg..aku tahu aku kena kuat lagi dan lagi..even rindu sgt2 pd dia saat ini tp aku tahu dia xkn tahu semua yg aku rasa skg ni..sayang..i nk sgt tahu keadaan u skg,sihat ke u..apa u tgh bwt skg ni tp i x mampu sayang..skg i hanya boleh serahkn semuanya pd tuhan..klu dh ditakdirkn jodoh kita ada insyaallah one day tuhan akn temukn kita balik..tp i hrp sgt2 u akn bhgia dgn sape2 saja yg u syg..i x penh lupa doakn u sayang..never...every seconds u always in my mind..sbb i mmg x berniat pn utk lupakn u..i lbh rela hidup bersama cinta u dari terus lupakan u wlupn i tahu mustahil kn kita akn dpt bersama lbh2 lagi utk waktu terdekat ni..cinta i pd u bwt i sekuat ni...yup wlu kg2 i still menangis kt dlm bilik sorg2 lbh2 lgi bila mlm sblm i tdo i x pnh lupa utk menangis tiap kli i rindu u..everytime i feel i miss u a lot..i nk je text u tp ntah la..i lebih rela menangis smpi i trtido dri i text u..dear,i nk sgt peluk u;(

berakhirnya kisah kita HA;(

A daily thought, A silent tear, A Constant wish that you are near, Words are few but thoughts are deep, Memories of our frndship i will always keep...

take care dear..i will always miss u but i know u'll never need me anymore am i rite;(

but it is the truth i have to accept..

whatever it is i have no reason to still keep on hoping dat one day u'll be mine...but i will still keep on waiting until my last breath..no one can replace u cz u r so special..just go n looking for sumone u love sumone who can make u smiles all the time dear..n forget me..sory for everything..i happy sgt2 i dpt penuhi semua permintaan2 u dlm tempoh 4 bln kita bersama n now i hope u can let me go even i know it will hurt me so much then;(

all about him..

Out of all the souls in this world
he's the one
and my heart he has controlled
he doesn't even know
how much of this I hold
deep within my heart of gold
he's reckless
and cold
that's the way he has been shown.

My nights are filled with dreams of him
my days as well
he even makes me sing
how I know that this is true
there's no one in this world I want but you
silly
foolish
perhaps that's me
but true love waits conquers and knows no boundary's
patience is the key
and when you come to me
I'll hold you
love you
support you
never set you free

a love like this is only ours
I've loved before
that lasted only hours
its been years in
I still feel like your my king
my heart is open for you
when your ready
to be more than my friend
you'll see how deep it runs like the ocean
never ends.

demam rindu u..;(

hari ni bgn pagi2 terus rasa dahi..erm demam lg makin panas plak tu then x psl2 menangis tibe2..i miss u dear;(..cmne nk balik kg klu still badan panas lagi cmni..kt luar tu mst lg panas kn..nk balik malam tkt nk gerak kuar sorg2..dat time terus teringtkn mama..i promise her nk balik arini..sory mama i cant make it by today..but i really miss u so much lbh2 lg bla dlm keadaan cmni..i miss u too dear..u senyap je lagi la i rindu u..mybe i demam ni pn sbb rindukn u..i never stop thinking bout u syg..everyday..every minutes n every seconds..klu la i boleh transfer sumer rindu i pd u mybe i xkn jd seteruk ni..;(i miss u my bucuk;(

brokenhearted girl..;(

dear u...

klu la u boleh rasa rindu i skg..;(

klu la u boleh faham segalanya..

tp i xmampu nk contact u..nk text u..nk call u lagi..

but everyday u always in my mind..

u'll always in my heart...

tiada yg lain selain dari u..

cz i do love u so much..

these three words yg i x boleh nk ucapkan lagi pada u selagi i belum btl2 yakin..

..;(;(;( rindu sgt2 pd u saat2 mcm ni..i teringtkn segalanya ttg kita yg dulu..

;(tuhan saja yg tahu perasaan i tika ni..airmata shja teman baik i..

i promise u watever happen to me after this u'll always in my heart..forever...;(

hugs for u..H.A...

deeply from my heart...

everyday 

i'll always love u

hoping that one day u'll feel the same

how u r really mean to me

how do i live without u

n how hard im trying to forget everything

about us before

butt stil i keep on waiting for u 

until now..my love

just for u syg..azril;(

7th of february:)

rs happy sgt2 ble dia ckp nk jmpa..mati2 aku igt x dpt jmpa dia lg sblm aku blik kg..tq syg..tq sgt2 u dtg jgk jmpa i..spend masa dgn i..so sweet syg..n tq for everything;)cian u kn x dpt mkn nasi mentah plak nsi tu kn...sory dear..bla u ckp u rindu i tu i rs bhgia sgt2..i igt i sorg je yg rindu u ye la u always bz kn ngn kje u,kwn2 u,aktiviti u semua smpaikn i pikir u x pnh nk pkir pn psl i..tp i silap menilai u..even u bkn jenis yg tnjuk semua tu tp i tau u bkn cmtu..tq dear u dh buktikn yg u bkn jenis mcm tu..tq jgk layan kerenah2 i ye dgn sbr.apa2 yg i ckp yg i text u u wt mcm xde pape je..i tahu some text i tu msti buat u terasa hati in tp syg jjr i ckp ble i berperang dgn emosi sndri mcm2 yg i pkir then terluah la mcm2 kt msj2 i tu klu i xluahkn kt blog i ni..watever it is dear i'll always love u..forever..masa i bersama dgn u mmg i rs bhgia sgt2..;)tq for everything given;)

if i mampu luahkn semuanya;(

klu la u boleh rasa cmne perasaan i skg ble i rindu u..klu la i ada kekuatan utk bgtau u betapa rindunya i pd u mybe i xkn rs derita mcm skg ni..its hurt me so much..i x mmpu nk luahkn i rindu u..i jadi tkt sgt ble kte jdi semakin rpt mcm ni sbb i tahu u akn tggalkn i jgk nnti..klu la u boleh tahu ttg semua ni kn...;(i jdi tkt ble u makin rapat dgn i..mmg i tkt sgt2 syg lbh2 lgi u x pernah nk yakinkn i ttg hbgn kita ni..sejauh mana hbgn yg mcm ni akn pergi jauh..;(mmg i syg u tp i xleh nk lari dari pkirkn ttg senua bnda ni ni..semua perasaan i skg pd u dh brcmpur2..apabila pk psl semua bnda ni bw life i jadi down sgt2 tp i tgk u mcm xde pape je..mcm happy je dgn life u skg..smpai sumtime i trpikir jgk pernah ke u pikir psl i even sesaat pn jadi la syg i x pnh byk pn..i x mntk u dtg jmp i tiap2 ari text i everyday tp i nk rs sdikit je u take care sal i..just once;(skg ni pn keyakinan i pd u dh mula hilang ckt demi ckt i tkt smpai 1 masa nnt i xleh nk bertahan lagi mcm skg ni..ur love buat i rs sakit sgt..;(;(;(

rindu x terluahkan

i do miss u so much dear;(

but i must be strong..strong enough to fight for my own feelings..even everyday i was thinking of u only.only u in my heart whatever happens;( 

only u my love H.A...