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i do miss u so much H.A;(
i do miss u so much H.A;(
 i do miss u so much H.A;(
 i do miss u so much H.A;(
 i do miss u so much H.A;(
 i do miss u so much H.A;(
 i do miss u so much H.A;(
 i do miss u so much H.A;(
 i do miss u so much H.A;(
 i do miss u so much H.A;(
 i do miss u so much H.A;(

bila perasaan itu dtg balik;(

since mlm td aku rs x sdp bdn lbh2 lg mkn mcm2 mlm td xleh nk tdo smp kol 2 lbh..pening,mual semua ada la..mcm byk sgt angin dlm bdn n mula la mcm badmood ckt nsb baik la dh msk bilik awl2..tp tu la dh baring pn xleh nk tdo..then boleh plk trpikir n emosi sndri pastu at last apa lg mmg hujan turun tnap diundang la...smuanya sbb trpk kn dia..smlm 1 msj pn xde reply msj aku lg la xde lngsung mybe dia bz or myb jgk dia dh ada kt tgrnu n terus lupakn aku kt sini tp dia cp friday baru nk gerak..ntah la hati ni mcm was2 ckt..mcm berbahagi antra nk trust or x..eeeee x suka sgt rs cmni..tp ntah la..mlm td mmg aku emosi trlbh n akibatnya tgk la nnt..aku nk blk kg nk sgt blk..kt sini rs trtekan cpt sgt emosi aku trgngu bila kt sini..nk blk hostel pn ntah la..tp aku dh siap2 kemas skt2 isnin lps tp xxtau bila nk start tido kt hostel tu tkt x selesa n biasa je sbb dh biasa tdo kt umah kn lbh2 lg bila kne share 4 org huhu..sbnrnya ada bnda aku pk smlm..smpi skg aku trpk nape dia xbleh jmpa kau mcm biasa mcm org2 lain tu..aku x lyk ke berdamping dgn dia..u....smpi skg itu yg i rs tiap kali u dtg dan pergi dlm hidup i;(;(..i mcm x lyk je nk jmp u mcm org2 lain tu..sbnrnya apa mkna i pd u ye..i slalu tnya pd diri i sndri tp i tau i hnya mmpu brtnya pd diri i sndri je mmg xkn ada jwpnya smpi bila2 pn..nape kita mst jmp pn dgn cara mcm tu..;(

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haha ni entry kedua utk arini ntah kenapa rajin plk aku update blog arini bosan sgt kot hehe..arini kol 5 lbh aku dh trjga dh dri tdo..time tu pk jgk nk bwt ape eh pgi2 cmtu then terus masuk dapur msk nasi konon2 nk goreng terus la tp lmbt btl nasi tu msk hahah.lps solat tu aku msuk blk semual baring2 layan lagu layan perasaan n text dia gnggu dia tdo mst x bgn lg kn u dear;)tp still xleh nk tdo jgk smpi la skg ni..hehe  sbb xleh nk tdo kn kol 8 aku msuk dapur blk wt ns goreng..air teh mmg dh ready dri kol 5 pg td lg excited katakn n bekfes memandangkn smlm x sentuh nasi lngsung mmg x mual la tekak ni kn tmbbh plk smlm puasa.n berbuka pn ala western n tmbh plk menu kali ni agk kurang menyenangkn tekak hahaha padan!mmg aku muntah kn balik la apa yg di mkn smlm tu.kwn aku pn x puas hati ngn menu smlm biasa sblm2 ni oke je mkn kt situ smlm mcm quality kurang skt even service ttp sama..nvrmnd la bnda hd lps kn..ok smbung blk..so dh msk ns goren tu apa lg layan la smbil dgr hotfm live on 8tv..lama x tgk fara n fbi ni kbtln  plk time tu ada pnggilan hangit mmg x hangit la nasi goreng aku hahahha tp nsb la boleh di mkn lg n still kenyang smpi skg..Alhmdullillah;P sory ye dear i mkn dulu hehe..i kne byk mkn u kne diet ;)ntah pape kn..k la dh xtau nk taip pape lg TP nk ckp satu bnda ni..SAYANG....SAYANG..SAYANG....I RINDU SGT KT U TAU;)

my noty bear;)

last nite texting dgn dia smpi rs mngantuk btl la..x lrt tp dia ni mmg x reti ngntok kot pelik x pnt ke keje tp nsb baik dia fhm aku dh xleh nk thn mata ni biasa la dh lama x overnite kn mata jd manja skt hehe..happy sgt smlm dpt text ngn dia lama2 tnpa ada gnguan sape2..terharu sgt bila dia ckp dia rndu sgt2 kt aku ye la dh lbh sebualn x jmp ni aku pn sama missing him badly..sbr yea syg nnt tgh bln ni kita dpt jmp..i rindu sgt dear;)

my dear H.A;)

Sometimes your nearness takes my breath away;
and all the things I want to say can find no voice.
Then, in silence, I can only hope my eyes will speak my heart.

 Thank you for your sweet, sweet love
You'll never truly know
Just how happy you make me
And how much I love you so.Everytime I wanna say I love you...
I'm really trying to say so much more
than those three little words.
I'm trying to say you mean more to me dear
I'm trying to let you know that I adore you
and that I cherish the time we spend together.
I'm trying to explain that I want you and that I need you
and that I get lost in wonderful thoughts
every time I think about you.
And each time I whisper "I love you",far away from you
I'm trying to remind myself that you're
the best thing that has ever happened to me.

but do know y still i cant say all these thing directly to u but i hope this is enough for u to know how mean u r to me.imy;)