klu la fakta itu betul...

td on fb jap then komen la kt status kwn aku ni darlin..erm tertarik aku dgn status dia tu..status dia tu mention klu seseorg hadir dlm mimpi kita means dat org tu tgh rindukn dia n itu fakta..i hope btl la cmtu tp Allah lbh tau kn..yee..mmg aku ada mimpikn dia 2 3 ari lps x slp dlm 2x jgk la..mybe aku trlalu pkir psl dia smpi terbawa2 dlm mmpi kn tp klu btl dia pn sedang rindukn aku mcm apa yg aku rs ni itu dh cukup memadai utk aku..cukup utk aku klu dia belum lupakn aku..aku tahu mmg agk ssh utk aku terima hakikakt kitrg dh x bersama skg ni tp lmbt laun still aku kena terima jgk once  one day nnt dia mybe akn bersama org lain or mybe skg ni pn dia mungkin dh dpt pngganti ex gf dia kn..i akn slalu doakn u bhgia syg..ikhlas dari hati i..i lepaskn u pn sbb i syg u n i syg diri i jga..i xnk habiskn ms i dgn sia2..i ada fmly..n i akn bhgiakn fmly i..i x ksh lg psl diri i..klu tuhan dh tetapkn ada bhgia utk i kt dunia ni i terima tp klu sebaliknya yg terjadi pn i tawakal je..but so far after kita dh x bersama ni n mmg dri dlu lg kot i dh prnh jnji dlm diri i if bkn dgn u i sklipn i xkn mungkin brsama dgn org lain.i've my own reason n i guess u pn mst dpt agk kn kenapa..i xkn serahkn sesuatu yg brhrga utk org yg i x syg i x cinta..im really sorry but i cant hurt others anymore..i lbh rela klu i yg terluka di lukakn hati org2 yg ikhlas terima i unless dia boleh terima diri i seadanya..segala baik buruk i..segala kenangan2 i dgn u tp i rs mybe xkn wujud lg org cmtu kn skg ni...dats i lbh rela sendiri..

rindu masih ada....

betapa seksanya terpaksa menahan rindu ini tp ini mungkin dugaan utk aku bila terlalu menyayangi seseorang lbh2 lagi seseorang yg x mampu aku miliki sampi bila2 pn;(..if u boleh rasa apa yg i rasa mybe beban perasaan i xkn jadi seteruk ni syg;(i miss u..miss u a lot..everyday i tahan diri i dari menangis...tahan diri i dari contact u..tahan diri i dari seksa diri i sndri..sakit betul tiap kali i try utk lakukan semua itu..tp i tahu i kena kuat lebih kuat lagi utk melawan semua perasaan tuhan bagi pd i ni..;(

berakhirnya kisah kita HA;(

A daily thought, A silent tear, A Constant wish that you are near, Words are few but thoughts are deep, Memories of our frndship i will always keep...

take care dear..i will always miss u but i know u'll never need me anymore am i rite;(

but it is the truth i have to accept..

whatever it is i have no reason to still keep on hoping dat one day u'll be mine...but i will still keep on waiting until my last breath..no one can replace u cz u r so special..just go n looking for sumone u love sumone who can make u smiles all the time dear..n forget me..sory for everything..i happy sgt2 i dpt penuhi semua permintaan2 u dlm tempoh 4 bln kita bersama n now i hope u can let me go even i know it will hurt me so much then;(

all about him..

Out of all the souls in this world
he's the one
and my heart he has controlled
he doesn't even know
how much of this I hold
deep within my heart of gold
he's reckless
and cold
that's the way he has been shown.

My nights are filled with dreams of him
my days as well
he even makes me sing
how I know that this is true
there's no one in this world I want but you
silly
foolish
perhaps that's me
but true love waits conquers and knows no boundary's
patience is the key
and when you come to me
I'll hold you
love you
support you
never set you free

a love like this is only ours
I've loved before
that lasted only hours
its been years in
I still feel like your my king
my heart is open for you
when your ready
to be more than my friend
you'll see how deep it runs like the ocean
never ends.

demam rindu u..;(

hari ni bgn pagi2 terus rasa dahi..erm demam lg makin panas plak tu then x psl2 menangis tibe2..i miss u dear;(..cmne nk balik kg klu still badan panas lagi cmni..kt luar tu mst lg panas kn..nk balik malam tkt nk gerak kuar sorg2..dat time terus teringtkn mama..i promise her nk balik arini..sory mama i cant make it by today..but i really miss u so much lbh2 lg bla dlm keadaan cmni..i miss u too dear..u senyap je lagi la i rindu u..mybe i demam ni pn sbb rindukn u..i never stop thinking bout u syg..everyday..every minutes n every seconds..klu la i boleh transfer sumer rindu i pd u mybe i xkn jd seteruk ni..;(i miss u my bucuk;(