wekend pn kne kje..erm

lately aku agk trtekan ckt dgn kje..dh rs mcm x best mcm dlu n byk je mslh plus aku sgt2 la penat ngn kje2 lain lg.ngn thesis yg x siap2 plus cpt presure ble ade org push aku.arini pn mcm xde mood je..dh bis stlekn sumer kje tp ase mcm nk blik je..agk trtekan sgt2 skg ni..time2 mcm ni la byk plak mslh nk dtg kn plus kje yg berlmbk2..slow2 dh wt pn tp stil x bais jgk..tdo pn rs dh min kurg je skg ni..fikiran xyh ckp la mmg nonstop thinking kot..;(owh..penat sgt2 ngn life cmni..tp xde sape2 pn fhm..xde sape pn amik kisah..sumer selfish je..aku dh x lrt lg..xtau la smp ble nk brthn lg sbb aku sgt2 PENAT..mama..tlg along mama..;(;(;(

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arini kje cm bese2..pgi2 la aku dh bgn excited nk nek bas sbb x pnh nek bas dri umh kn..pergh mmg jauh btl prjlnan td ase mcm dh smp genting pn ade..bese la kn ble nek bas mcm2  tmpt la singgah amik passengers kn..ade sejam gk la lam bas..smpai ampng je  btl2 kol 10am..cm bese stlekn kje ckt sbb arini ade pos laju dtg kn.then bru bkk lappy n wt kje..kemas2 kedai ckt..aku pntang tgk habuk huhu..sapu2 ckt..lapar plak td tp xde ape nk mkn kn..smbil wt kje smbil msj almas.bosan sgt...rs sunyi ble sorg2 cmni..td pn hmpir2 nk menitis lg airmata ni ble tgk wall die..mmg aku stil xleh nk lupekn die..dat feeling same..ble sorg2 cmni lg la kn..n i miss my lappy too..just letting it go..;(sdih mmg sdih tp nk wt cmne kn trpkse lpskn jgk..lme lappy tu temankn aku..lbh2 lg ble kt kl ni aku byk sorg2 je kn..back pd yg td aku mmg xleh ble sorg aku jd byk pk n mula la airmata ni mmg x pnh stop kot dru dlu smp la skg lbh2 lg ble brkaitan ngn prasaan..aku taw skg die happy ngn life die..aku pn akn try utk happykn dri aku mcm dlu blik sblm prasaan yg aku rs skg ni wt aku agk mnderita skt skg ni..mne2 yg aku rs boleh tlg aku let go diz feeling aku akn bwt..aku kje smp pnt..smp dh xleh nk pk semate2 utk lupekn sumer..actually aku nk sgt time2 cmni akua de ngn fmly..even x dpt nk share ngn dorg at least ble dorg ade aku rs mcm ade smgt ckt..skg nk kje pn dh mcm xde smgt..mcm2 smlh dtg..aku tau aku mmg slalu kalah ngn prasaan sndri tp aku nk korg tau skli aku dh mula suke n syg pd seseorg tu mmg sgt2 ssh utk aku back to normal life sblm aku knl die..sgt2 ssh..lbh2 lg ade sweet memories wit him..how come i forget everything secepat tu..mmg ssh..skg ni pn aku try utk x duduk sorg2 tp time kje wkend trpkse la sorg2..kt umh at least almas ade..nk online pn ase mcm dh mls..smlm pn on9 sbb xleh nk tdo..tp skg rs mcm dh xleh nk go on lg ngn life ni..slagi boleh elak aku akn try utk mngelak..tiap kli solat aku x pnh mntk pape dri yg kt atas tu sbb aku tau aku bkn hmba yg abik kdg2 lalai jgk..tp aku slalu mntk satu je kuatkn semgat aku tiap kli aku rs lemah sbb aku taw smngt je yg plg pntg utk aku hdup..aku x mntk nk jdi kaya ke cntik ke brjay sgt ke at sbb sumer tu perlukn usaha sndri kn then bru tawakal tp utk smgt aku rs Dia lbh tau cmne aku rs n pd Dia jgk yg boleh dpt smgt tu blik..btl aku xnk pape je kekuatan je skg ni utk aku teruskn hdup aku..aku kne bthn kne kuat utk org2 yg aku syg..Ya Allah,ttpkn lah hati ni..permudahkn segalanye..kuatkn smgt yg hmpir2 nk jatuh ni..;(;(

brokenhearted girl again;(

yes!!!again..im became broken heart girl..haha..at last i know what should i do later..thnx dear help me find the rite solution for wat i feel past few weeks ago..sweet memories wit u never lasting..n now i need to close my heart again n mybe forever;(thanks syg for always be by my side everytime i need u..after this wont bother u anymore..im really sory for everything..will keep on trying letting go this feeling but i cant promise for how long it would be oke again like bfore..honestly said im really2 FRUSTRATED  after i saw dat..my tears automatically drop..yes i admit that i really2 love u..take care syg...hope u guys bhgia.sjjurnye i akn doakn kbhgiaan u..ikhlas dri hati i..sbb i mmg dh boleh agk endingye cmne even i never ask u but i mmg dh ready utk ape yg i kne rs skg ni..its really hurt but i will try to just make it better..thanks syg for everthing..jge dri u leklok..n sory if ade sumthing yg i xleh nk fulfill once i dh promise u bfore..if Tuhan izinkn kte akn jmp lg..tkcre..will miss u.. WH;(

i do love u;(

skli lg im fallin in love but wit false person..i already knwo he never be mine tp nk wt cmne prasaan kte xleh nk hlg ble ade rs syg rs bnci.die wt aku rs cinta lg skli.. bkn aku xtau aku akn rs skt tp sbb syg kn nk wt cmne relakn jew la..now uts hurt me so much..blum sbln lg tp dh mcm ni kn..prasaan ape la cmni..

hrini msing2 snyp je.miss him damn much tp aku xleh nk iktkn hti ni sgt..skg pe yg aku akn buat klu aku rs aku perlu nangis aku nangis je untung2 pastu leh tenangkn.sbb tu la aku xnk fall in love sbb aku tau tiap kli jth cnta aku mst akn jdi lemah sgt2 mcm skg ni.no one knows how i feel no one knows wat happen btween us..sjauh mne feelin aku pd die..yg pasti prasaan ini x pnh mnipu..slps 2 thn aku kalah lg pd cinta die..cinta seorg lelaki yg x spttnye aku syg..mmg ssh nk trima aku syg org yg mmg pasti xkn dpt jdi hak aku pn.syg,i hope lps ni kte xyh la close mcm sblm ni lg sbb i tkt sgt2..i tau bnda tu akn jdi jgk klu bkn skg akn dtg..i xtau dat time sekuat mne dri i ni..mybe elok jgk klu u elakkn dri u dr i skg n i boleh fhm syg klu u wt cmtu..u got ur own reason rite..tipu klu i ckp i x sdih lngsg tp i taw 1 ari i stil kne terima hakikat ni jge;(

where is my syg???

erm xaxau jap aku arini cri die..where r u syg..msj x rply nk col tkt mggngu plak..last dpt msj die ptg gtau die dh msuk office..i tot u x kje arini syg spent time wit ur fmly...pastu u hlg blik smp pg bru la i dpt feedback dri u..Alhmdulillah..i dh pk mcm2 dh dh nangis sumer rsaukn  u taw x..i tkt i dh khlgn u;( but stil today i rs u lain syg tatau npe..u lyn i pn x mcm sblm2 ni npe erk..sumthing wrong or i je yg trlalu brfkr but i nk u taw im too worried bout u for the whole day;(jgn buat lg taw..i isau..miss u damn much syg..bru sehari dh mcm ni klu brhari2 cmne agknye..i miss u n i hope u will be mine one day..n thnx 4 everythin make my life easier than b4...cheer up mine n always taking care of me..really apreciate syg..even one day u will not be mine still u"ll always in my mind;)syg u WH..much2 love n hugs;p