timetable aku yg pelik..hihi

hye..how r u guys today????aku oke je kot arini...cm bese je tp bit tired gk la..tetibe ade fotoshoot plak td..supposely every sunday kn..then doing the tagging2..uwaaa...penat minda arini..trsgt pnt tp blik awl..730 dh ade kt umh dh..terus tito     smp kol 12am x  sdr ape..ase rutin aku stiap ari cmni kot skg...tito awl then tgh2 mlm bgun...arini lupe nk siram kwn baik aku tu..haha..td trbgun lmbt n liat sgt2 nk bgn..hehe...tp slmt gk smpai ampang tu...lbt kn ujan ptg td hmpir2 beku gk la aku lam econ tu..time kt ampang my fren almas call ngadu kt aku sal kt tmpt kje die..cian gk la die tp aku xleh tlg:( hope tomorow i can cheer up her as she chee up mine..x ksh la kau sdih pon asl kn org2 yg aku syg eppy..aku slesa kwn ngn almas mybe sbb ktorg suke mkn kn..dia slalu bsing2 ble bdn die naik ble kuar ngn aku hahahaha..abes tu nk wt cmne lg kn..hihi..badan aku mmg agk ssh nk naik kn..esok if cuaca oke n aku pn oke lepak jap kot ngn die sbb die ajk kn..mmber2 lain sumer dh snyap..oke gk tu sbb aku skg mmg agk memilih ckt ble nk kua ngn org..ye la byk terase ati ngn kengkawan..sisa2 ngntok ade ag ni plus lpr..mlsh tol ble dh tito nk bgn siap2 g bli mkn kt bwh tu..kn best klu mkcik wt delivery..bapak pemalas haha..yeah..i admit arini aku x bpe eppy sgt..bkn arini je lately la..tp im trying make myself happy..can i????asingkn dri aku dri org lain..mnyepi sumer..aku bwt sumer ni so dat xkn ade sape2 pn taw sal aku kt cni...its better then i share all wit others rite???k la..nk smbung tito or bli mkn lu erk..ntah la..kne wt decision b4 kol 2.:)

“I miss you when something really good happens, because you are the one I want to share it with. I miss you when something is troubling me, because you are the one who understands me so well. I miss you when I laugh and cry because i know that you are the one that makes my laughter grow and my tears disappear. I miss you all the time, but I miss you most when i lay awake at night and think of all the wonderful times we spent with eachother;for those were some of the best times of my life

stop cying lynnda..:(

stop crying lynnda.....plz..plz..plz....even cmne sekali pon org lyn ko cmne teruk skli pn dorg lyn ko kne strong..jgn cpt menangis..jgn bazirkn airmata tu utk org yg x  pnh nk lyn ko ngn baik..hargai ko sbg kwn apatah lg sbgai shbt..they dont deserve it..mahalkn air mata ko tu utk org2 yg sepatutnye jew....npe ngn aku ni ckt2 nk nangis nk touching..i x taw npe org suke lyn aku cmni...wt aku rs cm aku trhegeh2 sgt kt korunk..aku jz nk brkwn slh kew..klu cmni la korunk lyn aku better im alone....xleh kew bg aku sdikt je ruang utk berkwn ngn korunk smuer????xleh kew....stop crying lynnda...jgn nk touching sgt la..ko nangis ke..ape kew..ade ke org amik tau amik peduli pe ko rs skg?????xde kn..sumer wt bodo je sbb bg dorg ko ade atau x same je la..ko igt ko tu pntg sgt ke utk dorg????4 certain2 time mybe la kot pnting tp jgn nk berangan lbih2 sgt la wei...cermink dri ko tu ckt la lynnda oii...i mntk maaf pd sape2 yg rs i dh wt slp kt korunk ke ape kew..promise myself i will not disturb u all anymore..get alone is btter 4 me i think..yeah..i must be alone 4 the rest of my life...im sorry...so sory to all my frens if im not contact u anymore..now onwards my life only for my fmly...just focus on my fmly n wat im doin rite..dats the best way i have now..yeah..im choose to be alone without u frens....all of u..

=)

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p/s..sape la org tu erk.. sumone who always make me smile,make me laugh..thanx a lot give me back my smile even sumtime im crying for u my fren :)

malam masih muda kew....hahahaha

da kol 1.44am tp aku x tito ag..hehe..mampos aku esk cnfrim ngntok gilew..huhu..hope bleh la aku brthn smpi ptg..seb bek lusa xde wtpe..leh rest tp rest kew..hihi..da jnj nk date ngn almas pas die dh bis kje..arini cm bese la pg smp ptg kt ampang je..x byk sgt bnde aku wt arini..fucking bored..erm..A dmm agi arini..td de msj2 die..cian die demam xleh nk dating haha..nver mind..byk ag mse kn hope u get well soon dear..hihi..jgn nk ngade sgt time2 dmm ni ea..manje tol mkn pon nk brsuap..ish3x..tp xpew la kasi can org dmm kn..hehe..nk share gk ngn korunk smlm 30hb tu antra date yg aku slalu igt la..date tu la lam thn 2005 aku terima khdran lalaki dlm hdup aku time aku umo 19..i never share it wit anyone but tonite i will share bit wit u..the rest i keep myself..:) die cnta pertma aku..lme knl time skolah rendh lg..lbh pd 10 thn gk la we all knl..but x lme aku ngn die  setahun 3 bln je....3 years single aku kpel blik last year..tp yg ni jap je..ntah la..aku pn tatau dmne slpnye cz aku dh try utk prthnkn hbgn ni..die special sbb die boleh wt aku jth cnta skli lg...tu last aku kpel..till now aku sorg2 je..sumtime ase snyi gk tp nk wt cmne kn xde guy yg aproach aku..gpn xkn perigi cri timba plak kn..xpe la....aku x kn brhrp sgt yg aku akn brteman tp if tuhan nk bg aku terima..skg      aku lbh pd pasrah je..aku x kn cri cnta bia cnta dtg sndri..hope dat guy akn terima sgala kekurangn aku sbb aku taw trlalu byk kekurangn yg ade pd dri aku..k la..ngntok dh ni..nite...