i will miss u sis;(

~ME WITH K.ZU..~~

 

AKU SYG DIE SGT...

arini aku abiskn ms ngn k.zu je..klu bkn sbb die mmg aku x  blik kl pg td.sumernye sbb die..arini last aku dpt jmp die..sunday die dh nk blik kg dh..sdih2 sgt2 rs hati ni ble kwn yg dh aku anggp cm kakak aku sndri dh prgi tgglkn aku..even bru knl die 5 bln je tp aku dh ckup knl hati budi die..byk bnde aku share ngn die cmtu jgk ngn die..nnt xtau lg ble dpt jmp die..enjoy kuar ngn die td 4 the last time..ktorg jln kaki je smbil borak2 dri ampng smpai la tesco ampang..jauh kn..tp ble dh borak2 cmtu x  ase pnt kn..then die blanje aku mkn..sdihnye..dh lme aku x  rs sdih n sayu cmni kot ble kne brpsah ngn kwn aku..dh agk lme aku x rs cmni..time clash ngn ex aku dlu pn feeling tu x  sesedih ni..mybe aku btl2 apreciate kehadiran die sbg kwn dlm hdup aku..pasni aku mst sorg2 je..dh xde org nk belikn aku nsi borak2 ngn kau..citer sal fashion2 sumer..mst aku rndu sgt2 time ngn k.zu..akk,npe cpt sgt akk tggalkn lnda..lnda still perlukn akk..akk pn tau kn kt kl ni lnda sorg2 je..nme je kwn rmai tp x pnh ade org take care sal lnda cmne akk bwt pd lnda..npe la kte bru knl..tp lnda syukur sgt2 Tuhan bg lnda knl ngn akk..akk byk bg nsht pd lnda..bg smgt pd lnda saat2 lnda perlukn seseorg yg boleh dianggp kwn..mybe sbb akk lg tua dri lnda so lnda boleh brmnje ngn akk..lnda syg akk taw..syg sgt2..hope 1 hari nda dpt smpai kedah tu jmp ngn akk..nk je lnda ikut akk blik sne..akk jge dri leklok tau..tnggu lnda..smp ble2 pn lnda xkn lupekn prsbbtn kte ni..btl kte akk lnda jns yg lemah perlu brgntung ngn org lain tp kak lnda jnj nnt lnda xkn nangis2 lg..lnda akn try lwn blik ble org wt pape pn kt lnda..lnda hrp lnda mampu..akk pn tau kn lnda jns cmne..akk dh xde nnt life lnda mst snyi kn..dh xde org nk ajr lnda naik bas..ajk lnda jln2 kt psr mlm..n yg plg pntg jln2 kt tesco..lnda  xpnh buat bnde ni sumer sblm knl akk..akk jgn lupekn lnda tau..miss u 4ever sis...x thn nk tulis byk2 lg..nnt lnda mkin sdih..;(

back to normal life..

arini cm bese la aku off so just stay umh je..pg2 aku dh bgun xleh r nk tito lme2 sgt x bese mst akn bgun pg gk..then bru leh tito blik..arini kje aku kemas blik je..ubah ckt2 dh agak  lme gk x wt id kt blik aku ni..one of kje yg plg aku ske bwt..hehe..how i love interior design..sbb tu la aku brcita2 nk beli umh sndri..dh ade umh sndri nnt bru best ckt aku decorate umh aku tu..insyaAllah if ade rezeki thn dpn aku nk beli umh..hope impian aku trmkbul..hehe..dh pnat kemas2 blik aku rest smbil lyn lgu kt enset..penat tp puas ati buat bnde yg aku suke..dh xtau nk wtpe lg ni..nk bsuh bju pn nmpk cm nk ujan je..mendung je..pg2 bapak segala sjuk..klu dpt tito mmg best la..tp aku ble kt umh ssh plak nk tito tu yg pelik tu..xpela..klu aku tito skg mlm kang ssh plak nk tito..aku ni dh la ade insomnia..haha..tgk2 blog jew la..edit2 ape2 yg boleh diedit..jnj x  tito siang..aku rs la kn dh agak lme aku x tito siang ni tp tu la mlm pn agk ssh gk nk tito..huhu.k la xtau nk tulis pe agi ni..nt aku ade mud memblogging aku coret2 lg k..tata..

kesunyian itu muncul kembali...

npe kesunyian ni mst muncul kembali???aku dh selesa dgn life aku skg tnpa kehadiran seorg lelaki past few years ni..tp npe lately dat feeling tu slalu sgt gnggu life aku..aku mohon sgt2 jauhkn prasaan2 tu sumer dri aku wt ms skg ni..aku x nk rs terluka lg rs skit lg..semua yg pnh jd dlu ckup buat aku berhati2 ble kwn ngn laki bkn sbb aku x cye or dndam ngn dorg or watsover tp aku tkut aku xleh cntrol dri aku sndri..ble aku sygkn seseorg aku akn syg die sgt2 tp at last prasaan syg tu mkn dri aku sndri..syg jgk la yg wt life aku hmpir2 musnah..tp tuhan tu maha penyayang..die bg aku smgt yg kuat even kdg2 aku terase jgk mcm nk jtuh blik..ya Allah..tlg jauhkn prasaan itu dri aku wt mse skg ni..skg ni pn aku dh mula rse perasaan ni x sptutnye ade lbh2 lg ble aku da mula rs syg pd org yg x sptutnye..mmg aku mngaku selesa sgt ble ngn die tp die milik org...ckupla aku syg die dri jauh..n ckup la die xtau pe yg aku rs skg ni..even kteorg oke tp aku akn pstikn die x kn tau pape pn psl pe yg aku rs ni..n mybe aritu jgk akn jd ari last aku jmpe die..aku dh decide lps ni aku akn tggalkn tmpt ni tnggalkn org2 yg pnh bg memori pd aku..sape2 je mmber2 or org2 yg pnh rpt ngn aku..mybe dgn care cmni je aku leh elakkn dri dari sumer org..pgi ke satu tmpt yg bru n mulakn hdup bru..yew..hdup bru utk aku n fmly aku...u,i mntk maaf if pasni i akn snyap terus..bkn mksd nk lupekn u tp i trpkse wt cmni..utk i n utk dri u jgk..even i x berterus terang ngn u tp i hope sgt u boleh fhm sndri npe i wt cmni..i senang sgt kwn ngn u..really apreciate wat u have done to me b4..being by my side whenever i need u..temankn i ble i sunyi wt i gelak n mcm2 lg..knlkn i ngn mmber2 u..g mkn2 tgk wayang sumer...ajr i swimming..;) miss dat time so much...jge dri u..study tu pntg jgn pk nk enjoy sgt k..takc care dear..i will always remember u..remember our friendship..mybe one day klu tuhan izinkn kte akn jmp lg..tkecre..

do i??

cantik la beyonce ni..i like..;)

=)

You're everything I thought you never were

And nothing like I thought you could've been

But still you live inside of me

So tell me how is that

You're the only one I wish I could forget

The only one I love to not forgive

And though you break my heart

You're the only one

And though there are times when I hate you 'cause I can't erase

The times that you hurt me and put tears on my face

And even now while I hate you it pains me to say

I know I'll be there at the end of the day

I don't wanna be without you babe

I don't wanna a broken heart

Don't wanna to take breath without you babe

I don't wanna to play that part

I know that I love you but let me just say

I don't wanna love you in no kinda way

No, no, I don't wanna a broken heart

And I don't wanna to play the broken-hearted girl

No, no, no broken-hearted girl

I'm no broken-hearted girl

Something that I feel I need to say

But up 'til now I've always been afraid

That you would never come around

And still I wanna put this out

You say you got the most respect for me

But sometimes I feel you're not deserving of me

And still you're in my heart

But you're the only one

And yes there are times when I hate you but I don't complain

'Cause I've been afraid that you would walk away

Oh, but now I don't hate you, I'm happy to say

That I will be there at the end of the day

I don't wanna be without you babe

I don't wanna a broken heart

Don't wanna to take breath without you baby

I don't wanna to play that part

I know that I love you but let me just say

I don't wanna love you in no kinda way

No, no, I don't wanna a broken heart

And I don't wanna to play the broken-hearted girl

No, no, no broken-hearted girl

Now I'm at a place I thought I'd never be, ooh

I'm living in a world that's all about you and me, yeah

Ain't gotta be afraid, my broken heart is free

To spread my wings and fly away, away with you

Yeah, yeah, yeah, oh, oh

I don't wanna be without my baby

I don't wanna broken heart

Don't wanna to take breath without my baby

I don't wanna to play that part

I know that I love you but let me just say

I don't wanna love you in no kinda way

No, no, I don't wanna a broken heart

I don't wanna to play the broken-hearted girl

No, no, no broken-hearted girl, broken-hearted girl

No, no, no broken-hearted girl, no broken-hearted girl

hahaha..aku bosan2...aihhh;)

Im sitting here

Thinking bout

How im gon-na do without

You around in my life and how am I

I gon' get by

I ain't got no days

Just lonely nights

You want the truth

Well girl im not alright

Feel out of place and out of time

I think im gonna lose my mind

So tell me how you feel (im lonely)

Are you for real (so lonely)

Do you still think of me (i think of you)

Baby still (You only)

Do you dream of me at night (like i dream of you all the time)

So let me tell you how it feels (its like everyday i die)

Wish i was dreaming but its real (when i open up my eyes)

Let me tell you how it feels (and don't see your pretty face)

I think that i will never love again

I miss your face

I miss your kiss

I even miss the arguments

That we would have from time to time

I miss you standing by my side

I'm dying here its clear to see

There ain't no you, God knows there ain't no me

Don't wanna live, I wanna die

If I cant have you in my life

So tell me how you feel (im lonely)

Are you for real (so lonely)

Do you still think of me (i think of you)

Baby still (You only)

Do you dream of me at night (like i dream of you all the time, so lonely)

Oh let me tell you how it feels (its like everyday i die)

Wish i was dreaming but its real (when i open up my eyes)

Let me tell you how it feels (and don't see your pretty face)

I think that I will never love again

babyface~the loneliness~

hehe...bunga2x..hihi

jgn menangis lgi...

jangn nangis lynnda..jgn.....bpe kli nk ckp even ko disakiti cmne sekalipn terase cmne skli pn ckup2 la menangis tu...dorg bkn tau pn ko terase ati ngn dorg...jgn nk tacing sorg2 plak..ko kne kuat la..jgn over sensitif sgt..ckt2 nk nangis..mcm xde kje lain lg kn...ko x  untung pn klu ko nangis lg rugi ade la..ko tu dh la x  sijat mne lg tu..wt ko lg tension ade lg..tmbh2 lg sakit ko tu nnt..sbr lynnda..selgai tuhan x tarik kesbrn ko yg tggi tu ko kne sbr..tuhan x kn kurniakn sifat tu klu x  bersbb k..anggp ni semua mcm hlgn2 ygperlu ko harungi utk wt ko jdi lbh kuat..menangis la utk bnde n org2 yg pntg jew..kesat airmatamu..jgn menangis lg yew syg...they dont deserve it!!!jgn jdi lemah sgt dgn airmata tu k..tp boleh ke aku..mmpu kew aku....;(

*SINGLE* is NOT a status. It's a word that best describes a person who is strong enough to live & enjoy life without depending on others.

dh lme x rs skt cmni....

arini satu ari aku baring je kt umh semuanye gara2 perod pain..dh lme kot aku x kne cmni..bese normal je jrg sgt la nk kne period pain tp arini mmg btl2 aku dh mcm org lam pntang je..bring je dri pg smp ptg..now d ase oke ckt..seb bek la arini off day klu x pengsan la aku..dsbbkn xleh kua g mne2 smp skg aku x  senntuh sebiji nsi pn lg..pg2 dh bedal potato snek tu then mkn bskut nteh pns jew..lega ckt ble mnum teh pns td tu..bese tiap2 ari pekena ais je kn..arini au trigt sgt2 kt  fmly aku lbh2 lg adik2 aku tu..trpk x lme lg dh nk bkk skolah kn mst aku x dpt nk tgk adik bngsu aku msuk drjah 1..frustnye..bese adik2 aku msuk skolah mst dpt tgk dorg..hope akhir thn ni aku leh blik la.dh rs rs rndu sgt kt  dorg ni..last jmp pn rye aji aritu je dh lme dh tu..x sbrnye nk blik..korunk aumer tnggu along blik taw..miss u so much..miss u a lot..kt cni along xde sape2 pn taw..rs snyi sgt2 korg xde disisi tp nk wt cmne kn..;(

wat should i feel rite now?????

xtau la pe yg ptt aku rs skg..ptg td ble dpt tau je psl tu aku x  rs pape pn..trkjut x mrh pn x tp pe yg aku ase cm feelin yg amat ssh nk digmbrkn..di explain kn..yup!aku rs simpati...kecian pd dia...kcian sgt2..xtau npe..tp tu la yg aku rs..tetibe je ble dh smpai umh ble pk2 blik aku jdi sdih sgt2..yup prasaan mcm tu aku pnh rs sblm2 ni..prasaan yg memakse kte bermain dgn prsaan kte sndri..feelin kte..emosi kte..aku smpati sgt pd die..dh lme aku maafkn die lps aku dh tau prkra yg sbtulnye sblm ni tp pe yg aku taw ptg td tu lg buatkn aku rs smpati sgt pd die..ye mmg die slh pnh buat slp tp slgi nme mnusia x kn lari dri semua tu kn..aku rs die pn dh mnyesal dgn ape yg die dh buat tu..maafkn lah die..bg die peluang kedua...support die jgn biakn die terus hnyut tnpa bimbingan dri sape2..saat2 cmni la kte akn sdar dri ni ni seorg shat or jusr a normal friens..fikir2kn..peluang x dtg berkali2 tp jgn biakn peluang yg ade skli dlm hdup kte ni kte sia2 kn..mnusia xkn lari dri buat slp btolkn ape yg ptt kte btlkn bmbing sape2 yg perlukn bmbingan,berikan sokongan pd sape2 yg memerlukn..insyaAllah,klu org tu x  mmblsnya Tuhan akn mmbls segala kebaikn kte satu hari nnt...believe me..

wit my fren almas

td ptg hang  out ngn almas jap..lme gk la aku bertapa kt lrt dang wangi tu tnggu die bis kje..kol 6 bru die smpai..kematu gk la ase haha..xpew2..haa..lam train x ubah cm sandwich je aku rs bapak rmai org blik kje time2 cmtu..tu aku x bpe suke naik train ble ptg2 lbh2 lg putra lrt ni..smpai gmbak kne daki bukit agi nk g kt parking kete die..mmg la klu x  pth pn kaki aku ni ade gk la ase sengal2 ckt kn..hihi..ok2..sbr lg..we all smpai restoren rumah thai lam kol 645..seb bek x jem sgt kt area tmn melati gombak tu...time nk g kdai tu lalu plak sate kajang hj samsuri branch kt ctu..tetibe teringt lgu kteorg nyanyi smlm tu  hahaha...wah..klu bkn sbb lpr nsi mmg dh lme aku snggah n bedal sate jek td..sbr2..still ade byk agi ms kn..tnggu ko sate..x lme lg ngn lidi2 sate tu skli aku sambar..haha...lme x  mkn sate tau ade kot dkt sthn..huhu..mkn2 borak2 gossip2 ckt then grak blik..almas hntr aku kt sentul then aku naik train blik umh..kol9 da smp umh dh..singgah mkcik jap bli air..lately aku kuat sgt mnum air..tu x ksh lg tp aku sgt kisah ble kne g tndas byk2 kli..x suke btl la..actually ade bnde lain aku nk share ngn korunk mlm ni..td cm ade mud nk coret2 skg dh mcm xde idea plak..tgk nnt tgh mlm ckt klu aku x tito aku update lg erk..aku kne tito awl cz smlm da x  ckup tito kn..alahai bdn npe la x pnh ase penat...

;)

giler r dkt kol 6am bru aku blik umh..kua pn da dkt 3 am.lepak ngn kwn aku..g karok n mkn2 je t[ x sngka leh sm[ subuh..caya r..lme da kot aku x overnite cmni..hahaha...pas karok mkn lg..tp td aku mkn ckt je..xde selera sgt..nsi lemak die cm x kne je ngn selera aku..mybe sbb nsi lemak mamak pn kot x  same ngn selera org malayu kn..igt nk mkn mcd tp mcd plak menu dh change setting..ape aku nk dh xde..erm ble smpai mcd btho tu tringt time aku mnangis lam ujan time kne tggal taxi tu dlu..nsb bek la ade kwn aku yg tlg even dia mntk tlg kwn dia hntrkn aku blik umh..igtkn dh x  smpi btho lg tp pg ni aku smp lg kt sne...hehe..td blik umh pintu lak wt hal xleh nk bkk..tombol die rosak kot..panic jap aku sbb xnk tito kt luar..aku msj kwn aku yd then try call k.yu seb bek k.yu trjge klu x  tito kt luar la nmpknye..huhu..cian mmber aku x psl2 kne pth blik semula..sory u..td i panik sgt tringt u je time tu..seb bek i x tito luar td..k la mata ngntok dh ni..nite n mornink all...sok smbung agi erk..daaa

timetable aku yg pelik..hihi

hye..how r u guys today????aku oke je kot arini...cm bese je tp bit tired gk la..tetibe ade fotoshoot plak td..supposely every sunday kn..then doing the tagging2..uwaaa...penat minda arini..trsgt pnt tp blik awl..730 dh ade kt umh dh..terus tito     smp kol 12am x  sdr ape..ase rutin aku stiap ari cmni kot skg...tito awl then tgh2 mlm bgun...arini lupe nk siram kwn baik aku tu..haha..td trbgun lmbt n liat sgt2 nk bgn..hehe...tp slmt gk smpai ampang tu...lbt kn ujan ptg td hmpir2 beku gk la aku lam econ tu..time kt ampang my fren almas call ngadu kt aku sal kt tmpt kje die..cian gk la die tp aku xleh tlg:( hope tomorow i can cheer up her as she chee up mine..x ksh la kau sdih pon asl kn org2 yg aku syg eppy..aku slesa kwn ngn almas mybe sbb ktorg suke mkn kn..dia slalu bsing2 ble bdn die naik ble kuar ngn aku hahahaha..abes tu nk wt cmne lg kn..hihi..badan aku mmg agk ssh nk naik kn..esok if cuaca oke n aku pn oke lepak jap kot ngn die sbb die ajk kn..mmber2 lain sumer dh snyap..oke gk tu sbb aku skg mmg agk memilih ckt ble nk kua ngn org..ye la byk terase ati ngn kengkawan..sisa2 ngntok ade ag ni plus lpr..mlsh tol ble dh tito nk bgn siap2 g bli mkn kt bwh tu..kn best klu mkcik wt delivery..bapak pemalas haha..yeah..i admit arini aku x bpe eppy sgt..bkn arini je lately la..tp im trying make myself happy..can i????asingkn dri aku dri org lain..mnyepi sumer..aku bwt sumer ni so dat xkn ade sape2 pn taw sal aku kt cni...its better then i share all wit others rite???k la..nk smbung tito or bli mkn lu erk..ntah la..kne wt decision b4 kol 2.:)

“I miss you when something really good happens, because you are the one I want to share it with. I miss you when something is troubling me, because you are the one who understands me so well. I miss you when I laugh and cry because i know that you are the one that makes my laughter grow and my tears disappear. I miss you all the time, but I miss you most when i lay awake at night and think of all the wonderful times we spent with eachother;for those were some of the best times of my life

stop cying lynnda..:(

stop crying lynnda.....plz..plz..plz....even cmne sekali pon org lyn ko cmne teruk skli pn dorg lyn ko kne strong..jgn cpt menangis..jgn bazirkn airmata tu utk org yg x  pnh nk lyn ko ngn baik..hargai ko sbg kwn apatah lg sbgai shbt..they dont deserve it..mahalkn air mata ko tu utk org2 yg sepatutnye jew....npe ngn aku ni ckt2 nk nangis nk touching..i x taw npe org suke lyn aku cmni...wt aku rs cm aku trhegeh2 sgt kt korunk..aku jz nk brkwn slh kew..klu cmni la korunk lyn aku better im alone....xleh kew bg aku sdikt je ruang utk berkwn ngn korunk smuer????xleh kew....stop crying lynnda...jgn nk touching sgt la..ko nangis ke..ape kew..ade ke org amik tau amik peduli pe ko rs skg?????xde kn..sumer wt bodo je sbb bg dorg ko ade atau x same je la..ko igt ko tu pntg sgt ke utk dorg????4 certain2 time mybe la kot pnting tp jgn nk berangan lbih2 sgt la wei...cermink dri ko tu ckt la lynnda oii...i mntk maaf pd sape2 yg rs i dh wt slp kt korunk ke ape kew..promise myself i will not disturb u all anymore..get alone is btter 4 me i think..yeah..i must be alone 4 the rest of my life...im sorry...so sory to all my frens if im not contact u anymore..now onwards my life only for my fmly...just focus on my fmly n wat im doin rite..dats the best way i have now..yeah..im choose to be alone without u frens....all of u..

=)

Ku tak percaya kau ada di sini

Menemaniku di saat dia pergi

Sungguh bahagia kau ada di sini

Menghapus semua sakit yang kurasa

Mungkinkah kau merasakan

Semua yang ku pasrahkan

Kenanglah kasih.

Ku suka dirinya, mungkin aku sayang

Namun apakah mungkin, kau menjadi milikku

Kau pernah menjadi , menjadi miliknya

Namun salahlah aku, bila ku pernah merasa ini

p/s..sape la org tu erk.. sumone who always make me smile,make me laugh..thanx a lot give me back my smile even sumtime im crying for u my fren :)

malam masih muda kew....hahahaha

da kol 1.44am tp aku x tito ag..hehe..mampos aku esk cnfrim ngntok gilew..huhu..hope bleh la aku brthn smpi ptg..seb bek lusa xde wtpe..leh rest tp rest kew..hihi..da jnj nk date ngn almas pas die dh bis kje..arini cm bese la pg smp ptg kt ampang je..x byk sgt bnde aku wt arini..fucking bored..erm..A dmm agi arini..td de msj2 die..cian die demam xleh nk dating haha..nver mind..byk ag mse kn hope u get well soon dear..hihi..jgn nk ngade sgt time2 dmm ni ea..manje tol mkn pon nk brsuap..ish3x..tp xpew la kasi can org dmm kn..hehe..nk share gk ngn korunk smlm 30hb tu antra date yg aku slalu igt la..date tu la lam thn 2005 aku terima khdran lalaki dlm hdup aku time aku umo 19..i never share it wit anyone but tonite i will share bit wit u..the rest i keep myself..:) die cnta pertma aku..lme knl time skolah rendh lg..lbh pd 10 thn gk la we all knl..but x lme aku ngn die  setahun 3 bln je....3 years single aku kpel blik last year..tp yg ni jap je..ntah la..aku pn tatau dmne slpnye cz aku dh try utk prthnkn hbgn ni..die special sbb die boleh wt aku jth cnta skli lg...tu last aku kpel..till now aku sorg2 je..sumtime ase snyi gk tp nk wt cmne kn xde guy yg aproach aku..gpn xkn perigi cri timba plak kn..xpe la....aku x kn brhrp sgt yg aku akn brteman tp if tuhan nk bg aku terima..skg      aku lbh pd pasrah je..aku x kn cri cnta bia cnta dtg sndri..hope dat guy akn terima sgala kekurangn aku sbb aku taw trlalu byk kekurangn yg ade pd dri aku..k la..ngntok dh ni..nite...

mamai n ngntok...

klu ikutkn mate mmg ngntok ya amat ni tp xper la aku nk coret2 jgk b4 aku tito..td aku main ujan..blik umh lencun abes bju..huhu..lbt sgt ujan..time kt bkit jalil td oke je..siap aku n kwn aku lepak2 kt pentas dgr org karok agi kot..ahaha..klakar je dgr dorg nyanyi lgu2 lme tp seb bek sore leh thn klu x mau rbut petir ahaha..blik umh on9 jap then bru mndi..on9 tu pntg..haha..k la..tu je aku nk ckp..eh lupe cm bese sunday kn de fotoshoot tp bis awl klo 2 dh bis..i likeeeeeeeeeeeee...hihi..k la yew..nk tito smbil dgr lgu mnyendri kt blog aku ni smp trtito..seb bek dh x  bisu lgu kt blog aku ni..td die skt tekak kot bak kte along die rest jap ahaha..k la..daaa sumer nite..salam..mmmuaaaaaahhhhh..kt pipi korunk sumer..:)slmt beradu..

let me cry tonite...:(

u know wat..its hurt me so much now..let me cry..let tears explain everything..:(...npe tiap kli mst aku rs cmni..over sensitif sgt..keep on waiting till now...hope tmorow i can 4get all....already 1047 pm..i will wait till 12 then im surender...give up is the best way rather than i put high expectation on wat is not sure yet..:(

aduh pe nk bwt ni yew..

saya bosan...plz help me..tatau nk wtpe ag ni..nk update blog pn mls sgt..nk tulis ckt2 jew..jari patah huhu..

sowry klu i dh sktkn ati kwn i ni...

x fhm la..aku ade wt slh ke npe die lyn aku cmtu..sdih sgt2..sblm ni oke je..since smlm die cm lain je..aku x suke drpd elok2 kwn tibe2 je cmni cm dingin..x fhm sgt tp aku mmg sdih..terasa sgt2..u,if i ade wt slh ke wt u terase ati ke i mntx maaf tp i btl2 xtau pe slp i..kte kwn sblm ni pon cm bese je kn tp npe since smlm u dingin je ngn i..erm..sory again if i ade wt sumthing yg u x ske..mybe i x  sdar i dh sktkn ati u ke but i still anggap u kwn i..so sory..:(

27 november 01@1.14am..

It takes a minute to have a crush on someone, an hour to like someone and a day to love someone but it takes a lifetime to forget someone

sedihnye mlm ni...

mama..npe along x mcm angah..sebertuah die..ape yg die nk die dpt tp along slalu x  dpt ape yg alng nk..npe erk..angah bertuah ade org syg die..ami berat ttg die tp along x pnh ase ade org hrgai kehadiran along pn skg ni..along ade fmly kte je..thanx sbb slalu ngn along even along jrg nk share mslh along ngn mama lbh2 lg yg melibatkn hti tp along taw mama syg along bg sumer yg along nk..kdg2 along rs angah lbih brtuah dri along..die dpt ape yg die nk..along tmpang bhgia ble tgk die bhgia..x lme lg mama dpt menantu..along tau die baik..angah mmg brtuah tp along sdih ase mcm x lme je akn khlngn angah..npe org yg along syg mst akn tggalkn along at last???npe mst along syg org yg x spttnye along syg....dh taw die ade gf stil lg pk sal die kn sdgkn blum tntu die pnh pk feelin along pd die..dia x  slh sbb along x pnh ckp pape pn x pnh tnjuk..mama tau kn aling sdih ke ape ke mmg along xkn tnjuk dpn2 tp mama lbh tau dri along cmne kn..:(..skg along terasa sgt2 ble org2 yg pnh rpt ngn along dlu jz ignoring me now..mybe dorg dh bosan ngn along kn..sbb tu along mik kptusan xnk cntact or jmp sape2 ag..mama ase ptt ke along wt cmtu..along sdih sgt2 ble dorg lyn along cmtu..kdg2 ase sgt drg jz peralatkn along utk kpntgn dorg tp along diamkn je..dlm ati mmg along ase sdih sgt2..along akn jd dri along sndri n xkn ubah dri along utk org lain except if bnde tu bg kebaikn pd dri along..along mnyesal sgt2 skg..mnyesal sbb relakn dri diperbodhkn org lain pdhal bkn along x  sdr..tp npe xde sdikt pn rs bnci along kt dorg yew..Tuhan bg along thp ksbrn yg tnggi sgt smpai along rs skg ksbran tu dh mkn dri along sndri je..:(

You don't have to go looking for love when it's where you come from

npe la ngn aku ni...

plz la lynnda npe ni..skt2 nk tacing ckt2 nk tacing...tlg la..die x ksh pon ko nangie ke ko sdih ke ko trase ati ngn die kew...cz bg die u are nothing..:(...ok guys..keep on ignoring me....

im alone..:(

demam2..die dtg lg..:(..since ptg td ag dh ase lesu mual sumer ade lg..tp smpt ag aku ikut k.zu g tesco ampng even time tu mmg dh ase cm nk trmuntah dh..huhu..npe erk..arini ase pnt sgt2..minda dh rs letih sbb nonstop berfngsi dri pg td ag..fizikal pn letih sgt2..plz help me...aku perlukn tenaga..erm..mne nk cri.kepala pn da mula rs berat tp npe mate ni still degil xleh nk tutup2 jgk..sok dh la kne bgn pgi..tlg aku..x brdaya sgt mlm ni..wahai badan tlg belaja utk relax ckt..lately aku byk sgt bnde yg aku kn buat smpi nk rest pn ase x ckup je..sumernye aku buat semata mata utk lupekn segala galanye..perlu kew aku jd workerhorlic????itu jln trbaik aku rs wt ms skg ni..dri aku duduk je n pk bnde2 yg wt kau sdih..luaran mybe u all nmpk aku happy je kn cz im a good pretender..inside..no one knows..biala tu jd rhsia aku smp ble2 pn..aku bhgia if dpt bhgiakn korunk sumer..fmly aku,kwn2..n sape2 jew yg eppy ble aku ade ngn krunk..aku akn brusaha utk wt korunk eppy..

ble bosan dtg mula la jari jemari ni gtl nk menaip....

hye hye hye..im back....hihi..bosan la mlm ni..xtau nk wtpe..nk borak ngn sape..nk msj sape pn tataw..fuckin bored tonite..huhu..minda penat tp ntah la nk rest xleh plak..td kemas2 blik jew..bsuh bju...haha..then borink blik..aiyaaa..pe mau bwat ag ni erk..tension jek ble sensorg lam blik ni..aku tgk kipas kipas tgk aku..lme2 aku pn brpusing cm kipas..ahahaha..sengal je aku ni..so how"s ur day???wkend ari yg plg mmbosankn sbb ble ahad je aku ade fotoshoot smpai ptg..mlm plak lepak umah on9 tu pn klu leh on9..klu x melopong jew la..ckup mse tito..huhu..esk da isnin..wat a bz day n always bz..hihi..mmg x ckup tgn la esk..mst byk kne tagging sok..uwaaaaa...jemari2 ku akn ptah la esk..tp nk wt cmne kn tnggungjwb mst dlaksanakn..eceh..hahahah..ni la akibtnye ble bosan muncul mcm2 la aku akn merepek kt blog ni..erm..actually miss my mum..my fmly..miss them a lot pdhal bru semlm kot aku smpai cni..mybe kt cni aku cpt rs lonely..xde sape2 nk lyn aku kt cni mnjakn aku kt cni cm dorg kn..aku pn sensorg je lyn je life aku yg cm gini...ble la nk berakhir..ape aku merepek ni...haha..lpr la weh..perut da mula bnyi tp nk kua mkn da tkot..makcik,npe la mkcik g ttup kdai arini..ckup2 la beraye..huhu..dy kebulur ble mkcik xde tau..

:)

ape2 aje tentang aku...

arini x penat sgt tp bosan je..borak2 je ngn k.yan arini..byk brcerita sal kisah hdup die yg x bpe nk indah tu..huhu..arini cm bese r sunday kn ade fotoshoot..seb baek la bju x byk..so cpt la abis..lam ko 4 lbh dh siap sumer dh..fuhhh lega..klu x  jdi cm last week kol 7 lbh bru leh blik umh..erm ape la yg die buat arini erk..die kte die bz sbb ade event....cz ptg ni ade concert kt pj..aku nk je pgi tp  x free plak..melepas nk tgk faizal tahir..huhu..xpe la mybe next time kn..skg xde rezeki..kol 645 da smpai umh tp sblm tu snggah kdai dobi lu amik bju..hahhaa...bapak byk bju aku hntr tp oke la hntr pg td ptg da siap dh..klu x sejuk la aku mlm ni cz blanket pn hntr dobi kn..nk snggah mkcik bli mkn tp mlm ni pn kdai die x bkk gk..aduh alamatnye mlm ni pn aku kne pose gk la cm smlm..sshnye la stay kt area yg rmai cina ni..tgk la klu aku rjin n lapar yg amat aku pgi bugis jew la mlm ni.kopitiam tu je last choice yg ade..huhu..bapak bosan kt umh k.yu pn x blik ag..mybe jap g die smpai la tu..lme die cti rye haji..aku dpt cti 3 ari je..huhu..xpe2..nnt bln 2 aku dpt cti lme2..cz dorg nk g india..yeah!!!best2 aku dpt cti lme2..leh rest n blik kg..suke3x..hihi..

salam aidiladha..:)

arini dh msuk ari rye yg ke 4..pg2 lg aku dh smpi kl..sjuk gler kt kl ni ase cm kt genting jew..hehe..pening pale sbb x tito lena time lam bas tu..tu pn dh smpai agk lewat gk la supposely kol 5 am dh smpai..tp sbb bas cm semut plus ujan n jln bsh so lmbt ckt la smp..my fren aizat amik aku kt bustand td then lepak2 mcd jap smp kol 9 lbh..alamak dh lmbt plak nk g ampang..hehe..kol 9lbh gerak dri umh smp ampang dlm 10am gk la..lupe nk gtau kt mcd aku mnum kopi bpak pening2 lalat smp skg ni ble mnum kopi sbb aku x bese sgt kn..huhu..nsb bek aizat hntr aku smpi ampang.thanx dear..:) pdhla die pon ngntok gk tu x ckup tito..kt ampang ase cm nk baring kt atas meja ni...seb bek email x byk msuk arini klu x bole jem la kepala aku yg dh hmpir2 biol ni..eh lupe lak nk cter smlm mjlis merisik adik aku..now bru aku taw cmne rupe mjlis tu..hihi..sblm2 ni dgr2 je kn..parents aku bkn main excited seawal 4am dh bgun hehe..x sbr kot nk tnggu mjlis tp bese la jnj melayu kn kte kol 3 tp 4 ptg bru smpi umh tp alhamdulillah sumer brjln lncar..dorg bncang2 sal adik aku la..cm sblm ni my dad suh tnggu adik aku abis study dlu..hehe..thanx dad sbb memahami..hihi..hope adik aku bhgia dgn plihn yg die dh buat ni..

its sunday..:)

pagi2 aku dh ade kt ampang dh tp fotoshoot arini lmbt sgt dkt kol 4 bru nk start..penat2..mmg pnt..kol 7 bru abis....k.yati n abg mie ajk dinner same dorg nk blanje tp aku plak mls nk blik umah awl cz dh ase x  sdp bdn kn..bru je kua bgunan tu ujan plak..so brujan la aku smpai train ampang tu..igt leh smpai umh ngn slmt la tp stuck plak kt train tu..ujan lebat giler..15 mnit tnggu aku dh bosan dh so redah jew la..mmg bsh kuyup la tp lam bsh2 kyup tu smpt g singgah kdai uncle tu bli mknan ckt utk time2 borink xde nk wtpe kn..hehe..then snggah mkcik bli nsi utj dinner mlm ni..aku nk agknye dh tua sgt dh kot dh smpai kt umh bru tringt nk bli air td bli nsi je..dh la kt umh setitik air pn xde hahahahaha..aku mmg suke ulang alik kn lam ujan2 cmni..mmg ROMANTIK abis la org kte kn..hehehe..smpai je umh tgk2 fb n memblogger..klu nk tau smp skg aku x mndi2 agi..bucukkkkk!!!!!!hahaha..mls ag nk mndi on9 jap..share ngn korunk pe aku wt arini n then bru nk mndi kot..x pun mkn lu bru mndi..bru pk nk s=bsuh bju tp ujan lak..mmg x bg aku msuh bju la ni hhahaha(pdhal bgus2 xyah bsuh bju dobi nurul kn 24jam)hahahhaa..teeetttttt....best gk main ujan ni..td pon kt kdai uncle tu smpt ag aku bli aiskrim..mkn aiskrim dlm ujan..best2..n now dh ase cm nk kne flu...plz flu stay away for me...:)ok gengs..nnt mlm2 ckt klu akuu xde mood nk mencoret kt cni aku on9 lg k..daaa..tc all..muaxxxxx..

love

We come to love not by finding a perfect person,

 but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly

 

just be the way u are cz i will accept u more than hypocryte one..

im wonder..:)

ish3x...cnfius lak aku ngn die ni..dlu married,then tgk ari2 in a relationship skg single plak..aiyaaaa..ni yg wat aku tkt ni...cnfius2..nk tnye segan tp tgk cara cm single..but since know him ase die kaple..hahhaahaha..aik npe plak tetibe jek concern sal status die ni???sblm ni oke je..n aku pn never ask him bout his status spnjg aku knl die...time kua ngn die pn  xpnh lg aku sntuh isu2 yg bg aku amat sensitif ni..bkn pe..segan la..hihi..skg ni je cm nk sgt tau la..adakah aku........:::::ayooo..xtau xttau....jgn wt hal..buat ke tu bf org mampos aku..mkn ati je nnt..haha..jgn lynnda..jgn..wt selambe je..cm xde rs pape...lyn die cm dlu gk..

tp aku selesa ble dgn die..die wt aku gelak jew...sbb die tu kelakar la..:)mmg ble kua ngn die enjoy la...hope die x bce blog aku ni klu x wt malu jek..x kot..sbb die bz jek main game haha..so aku leh la tulis pape je kt cni..gpon blog aku bkn blog die kn.nk saman saman jew la bkn aku mntion nme die pon..hihi..sowry u if u tetibe la kn terbce..hahahaa...rndu la nk g swimming lg cm aritu..hehe..

tp npe ye ble dgn die aku jd cpt je tacing???n i admit aku pnh nangis sbbkn die tp dia xtau..lbh baek die xtau nnt die tnye plak npe kn..hihi..klu die tnye pn aku xkn jwb gk..

skg aku ikut jek rntak die nk lyn aku cmne..hope feelin yg aku rs ni feelin bias2 je sbb aku dh xtkt nk amik risiko pape if btl he belongs to other..x baik amik2 hak org kn..aku pnh rs dlu aku x kn wt bnde same pd org lain..skg aku tnggu die..ble die cntact aku lyn je..klu die snyap aku pn snyap je la wt hal sndri je..now pn aku dh ade life aku sndri kn..skg target utk ms trdkt ni nk pndh je kt bukit jalil tu..hope umh yg aku aim tu ade lg..k la..nnt aku tulis2 lg ea..nk wt kje jap..adios amigog..agagaga...daaaa~~lynnda lynn

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ejoe vs nuurul..

haa....jgn gossip!!!!!sorg ni tunang org sorg lg single tp xtau r available or x..klu nk taw kne queue n isi form dlu k..ahahaha..hehe..klu korunk nk tau ni la antara kwn2 yg dh lme jdi kwn aku nuurul n ejoe..aku lbh dlu knl ejoe ni time tadika time tu umo aku 4 thn..nuurul lak aku knl time drjah 1..bru2 ni ade lepak ngn dorg time rye kt umh ejoe ni haa..pe lg ble 3 sekawan brjumpa pot pet pot pet la non stop smbil mulut brckp n mngunyah bihun sup yg mak ejoe buat..owesome la..mmg sdp n spicy ahaha..aku syg both of them ni..even nuurul kt srwak n ejoe kt johor but we all stil cntact lg..thn dpn nuurul da nk kwen dh..sdihnye..tp aku happy if die heppy..ejoe plak status blum dpt dipastikn lg..ahaha..ni pn femes gk ni time skolah2 dlu..lbh2 lg die ketua pngwas time kt skolah mnengah lg la tnggi saham die..mmg baik..sgt baik n boleh dibuat shbt..kehadiran dorg dlm hdup aku ckup bererti lbh2 lg nuurul..die slalu ade ngn aku tika aku ssh n sng even jauh x pnh die lupekn aku..tnye kbr aku..really apreciate it cz mmber yg dkt ngn aku pn wt bodo je ngn aku tp die x even jauh skp amik berat die pd aku stil same..cmne erk nnt ble die da kwen..mst da ssh nk lepak sesam lg..huhu..sy syg awk nuurul..syg sgt..tgk awk tunang aritu sy tau awk bhgia dgn die yg jge kwn sy hehe..x sngka kn jdoh awk dgn die..haaa..if korunk nk tau slain dri kotrg brtga ni kwn  baik time drjh 6 dlu jgk ktorg ni share ayah angkt yg same..we all antra best student for english subjek so we all dpt la ayah angkat ckgu bhsa inggeris mr eng tp die dh jdi mendiang sdih sgt2..sbb tu la ktog ni dh mcm adik beradik dh..ade lg 2 org adik brdik angkt kteorg tp dorg tu suke wt hal sndri so kteorg 3 je la..n girls aku n nuurul je..slalu kne tarik hdung ngn papa cz time mentor mentee aku tito haha..penat la..dh bis skolah still kne blaja lg ngn ayah angkt..dh la die yg ajr kt class kt luar pn die yg ajar tp xpe la sbb english feveret subjek aku..:)

part of mu life..

syg dorg sgt2..:)

ni sumer adik2 aku..pttnye ade 5 org tp sorg adik aku hafiz dh xde..da lme dh lbh krg 13thn yg lps sbb skt..aku syg adik2 aku sgt..mmg aku jenis yg mnjekn adik2 sbb aku kn kakak sulung tp kdg2 tu aku rs aku lg mnje dri dorang kot..hehe..aku bersyukur ade adik2 cmn dorg sbb we all rpt sgt2..parents aku plak jnis yg mnjekn anak2 lg la best hehe..dorg sntiasa ceriakn hdup aku..even jauh aku  xpnh lupekn adik2 aku ni lbh2 lg yg kecik tu sbb die plg mnje..bese la anak bngsu kn..thanx abah..mama sbb bg peluang utk ktorg tgk dunia ni..love u all so much..much2 hugs..    

loneliness make me sorrow...:(

...smlm aku nangis lg..tatau npe..smp aku sndri pn  xsdar ble mse aku trtido..pas msj mama trus aku  x sdr ape cz mam x rply mybe time tu die dh tito tp ble aku trjge kol 1 aku tgk ade msj..from mama tnye npe aku sdih..aku sndri pn tatau npe smlm tu..i miss him i thougt...trse sgt smlm lonliness tu..roomate aku pn xde kt umh..skg byk bnde aku share sorg2 je dh x mcm dlu lg..aku sdih sgt2..totally changed skg..byk sgt bnde yg dh berubah..bia la kn ble dh dpt bnde bru yg lame sng je kte lupe kn tol x??? aku accept sumer ni..sbb tu sehari dua ni aku byk asingkn dri dr org..x berckp byk cm bese n kdg2 x sdar aku leh nangis tibe2..cm org bodo je kn..tp aku tau aku jd cmni sbb aku snyi..yup...dats the reason..now i btl cnfirm life aku da x mcm dlu lg..aku lbh suke asingkn dri..sory pd sape2 yg x dpt nk cntact aku aku mmg xde mud nk berckp ngn sape2 pn wt mse skg ni..aku pn tatau nk wtpe nk ape yg spttnye aku buat skg ni..hari2 aku sbukkn dri aku ngn bnde2 tu sumer so dat aku leh lupekn sekejap prasaan snyi yg slalu sgt dtg skg ni....lynnda yg dlu bkn cmni..even aku jns yg pndiam n jz brckp ngn org yg aku knl je but skg aku rs aku dh berubah sgt2..trlalu pndiam smpai aku sndri pon dh  xknl dri aku sndri skg ni sape...aku nk tenang tp skg mmg xleh....td dri ampang aku trus ikut k.zu jln2 sbb aku xnk blik umh nk pk pape pn..even time kua td x enjoy sgt tp at least aku x tension sgt..ble kt umh tu ase cm x best je even ade org lam umh tu....feel uncomfortable....i rndu sgt2 kt fmly aku tp raye nnt blum tentu aku dpt brsame ngn dorg..at diz momment tu aku ase cm mls je nk ckp ngn sape2 or lyn sape2..td aku tgk pic dorg..ase jeles pn ade tp bia la die berhak kn kwn ngn sape2 pn..aku dh x pntg lg kot..sbb tu dia dia dh x  ksh n x amik tau lg sal aku skg x mcm dlu..sjk die knl dorang..xper la..aku mmg nk kne cri life aku sndri skg ni..nk je aku ikut k.zu blik kedah tp     cmne ngn k.yati n abg mie..dorg trlalu baik dgn aku lbh2 lg k.yati..dh mcm akk n abg aku sndri...npe skg aku slalu rs sunyi sblm ni aku ok je..ble ade org nk temankn aku aku xnk plak..npe erk..bkn x sudi tp aku dh trbiasa sorg2..ase janggal ble ade org amik berat sal aku,syg aku cz dh agk lme aku x rs cmtu..sgt2 lame..smpai aku sndri pn ase dri aku x lyk kot utk org syg.amik berat sal aku..:(

~~hehehehe...~~~termenung time..hihi..at ts wit sis ika~~~thanx 4 edit diz pic dear...

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tiap kli dgr lgu ni mst aku akn trigtkn F....sbb skt2 ade persamaan ngn kisah aku n F dlu..even dh hmpir bpe bulan die tggalkn aku still xleh nk lupekn die..die pnh hadir dlm hdup aku bg aku hrpn yg x sumer boy tu same..even we all close tp x pnh declare pape pn smpai la bpe bln lps die ckp die dh xleh syg aku lbh pd kwn lg skg ni..sdih mmg la sdih kn..after one year die bgtau aku sumer ni..n bru2 ni aku dpt tau die dh kapel..mybe skg die dh bgia ngn girl tu..aku x pnh bnci die apatah lg nk berdendam cz since knl die pn aku tau aku mmg x pnh lyk utk die..byk kekurangn yg ade pd aku..sumer tu xleh nk lengkapkn semua kelebihan yg ade pd die..he deserve better person than me rite???even aku n die dh mkin jauh aku x pnh lupe doakn kbhgiaan die bersmae sape2 je yg mmg dh dtkdirkn utk die..skg bg aku ketengan utk dri aku je..i perlukn itu utk buat aku jdi lbh kuat skg ni..aku x nk jtuh lg mcm 3 thn yg lps..hmpir2 aku trsungkur..tp Tuhan tu maha penyayang...die bg aku kekuatan yg aku ade skg ni..hope sumer ni akn kekal..cz aku x sngup lg nk hadapi skli lg..

even penat tp aku suke sgt2..

ellow sumer..waaaa..ase penat sgt tp aku happy cz da lme kot x buat kje2 ni smer..hihi..td aku kemas2,mop2 lantai,lap cermin sumer mmg suke la cz dh lme x buat kn skg ade pluang n diberi ksmptn utk buat sumer ni kt cni..even sorg2 je tp aku suke wt kje2 cmni cz nnt xde la aku bosan sgt kt cni sensorg kn..:)at least dpt gk kuar peluh..dh lme aku x nikmati detik2 yg cmni baut kje2 umh cmni..today aku puas ati sgt2 ngn kje yg aku nk wt ni..uit..tetibe plak perut aku bnyi..ahahahaha..xleh blah r smlm 1 ari x mkn ble dinner aku pulun mkn cam x sdar je..blik umh trus da jdi cm ular sawa dh lme kot aku x rs sekenyang tu ahaha..dh la cri mkn smpai sg besi bapak jaoh kn tp kt sne byk mknan melayu..aku dh muak la nk mkn fast food tiap2 ari..aku ni bkn omputih lidah melayu mst nk cri ns gk..n wanna know sumthin 3 ari berturut2 aku mnum watermelon juice..hahha..giler r dh musim air tmbikai plak skg ni..aku akn mnum smp aku bosan ngn air tu..arini x mkn pape pn agi td otw nk dtg cni aku bli 3 pcs roti n 2 pcs air soya..air dh bis da pn tp roti x mkn2 pn lg..perut lpr tp ntah la cm xde selera plak nk mkn roti mst aku nk nsi gk..hehe..npe la lynnda jd kuat mkn sgt skg ni erk????org kte ble kte mkn je ati snang tp senang ke ati aku skg..nk kte aku eppy ngn life aku skg pn x jgk kdg2 tu down gk la tp da x slalu cm dlu r..mybe skg aku da eppy ckt kot..thanx God bg aku kekuatan ni..bg aku fmly yg slalu ade ngn aku..n mcm2 lg anugerah yg Dia BG PD AKU..REally apreciate tp aku tau aku blum lyk utk    dipnggil hmba yg taat pd die cz aku kdg2 pn lalai gk..selaig kte mnusia xkn ade pn yg perfect kn???aku akn cube n trus mncuba utk perbaiki lg klmahn dri aku ni..byk plak aku merepek arini..hehe..jz to inform u all how i feel today..i really2 happy wit my life now..hope sumer ni akn bertrusan....aku hrp aku x sdih2 lg pasni..even kdg2 trpk my past kn tp aku redha ngn ape yg Tuhan dh tetapkn..qada n qadar die aku trime dgn hati yg ikhlas..ckup la ldu nnt mlm if aku on9 aku coret2 lg erk..

p/s:mmber bru aku tu x dtg la plak arini..mmg die nk kne tuuuuttttt r..hihi